No summary - would give away too much.
Hope you enjoy!
Georgia Hiwatari
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Thank You
I'm writing this letter to tell you, thank you.
You've done so much for me, and have done so much to me.
You always made sure I was in the "best of hands" as you so rightly put it all these years I spent away.
My hopes and dreams were you hopes and dreams, that's just how it was wasn't it. I was just another puppet for you to mould into your figure.
Power.
You craved it, and so did I. I did, not any more.
Destruction.
You loved it, it was a passion, destroy all that held any meaning to me, wasn't it.
Pain.
Was you pleasure, and boy, did you like seeing me in pain.
Physically, mentally, emotionally.
You loved it all - and so did I.
I was just like you.
The key word being was.
I'd seen what had become of me, what I was, who I was.
I was you. Filled with hate and bound by fury.
I was what I never wanted to be what I had told myself what I would never be - a cold uncaring, emotionless bastard - and I didn't even know until it was too late, I was a monster.
So, thanks for that.
Now I can finally see what you had done to me.
Others have shown me that I could change, that I allowed to have these emotions.
Because of all that you put me through, it's made me stronger, I know that's what you wanted, but, sorry to disappoint, not in the way that you always wanted to - no fear, no regret or remorse, to be, what you saw as, perfect - obedient and emotionless.
No.
I am stronger because of others, others who believed that I was able to change my colours.
For once in my life I had real friends - not lackeys.
I'm stronger because of what I was, I had been what I never wanted and it made me see everything in a different light.
I have hope now.
Not false hope.
Remember;
HOPE,
when there is no hope,
only leads you to
DESPAIR.
How true - I was in despair, yet didn't even know - I'll keep that saying in mind from now on.
I've said too much for now, I'm pretty sure you're going to rip up this letter and curse me till the end of your days, and even most likely till the end of time.
I'm writing this letter to tell you,
Thank You.
You made my life hell, so I could make it heaven.
Hiwatari Kai
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So what do you think?
I believe that you understood who Kai was writing to, if not then well, you need to get some sense really cause I thought it was pretty obvious, but hey that's just me and I wrote the thing didn't I.
::coughs:: Voltaire ::coughs::
There you go.
Georgia Hiwatari x
R&R
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