Now I know what people mean by "Life brings a lot of surprises" . So far it brought noting good for me. Every time I find out something new about myself or my life, that I never knew about before. Don't get me wrong its not like it's a bad thing, but sometimes I just want to continue living my life with out knowing what happened in the past . I ask people do I really need to know all of this information?

Yes I did finally find who my father is, but I was happy with out him in my life too ,so its not like I really care if he is there or not after not being there for me for the past 18 years.

I had an amazing life with my mom. My mom is a fashion designer. So we live the fabulous life every girl dreams about. I have the best friends you can ever get . I thought this was all I needed until ……Until "He" happened.

I Bella Swan want you to go back with me and experience everything that I went through this couple of months .