INNER PAIN
Ok, SwampyGreenie here! This is my one and only (for now) Zombie-Loan Tribute. It'll be three chapters so heads up!
Disclaimer: I do not own Zombie-Loan.
Beta: My Druggy Word Speel-Cheque. ;P
Warning: This was written a long time ago, so please excuse my lack of knowledge with the actual characters. This contains yaoi, which means boyxboy. If you are offended then please move on to the pony section or something. Thank you.
Enjoy!
Chapter 1: In the Bathroom
He pushed me against the wall and his form pressed tightly to my back. The wall was cold against my bare chest and my nipples grew hard. One of his hands tightly knotted themselves into my hair and pulled my head back as he kissed my lips. I felt too violated to do anything. The other of his hands trailed lightly down my side and curved around my ass. He released my hair and pushed my cuffed hands further up the wall. I grunted as I felt my shoulder joints groan in protest and I could feel his lips form a smirk against the skin of my throat.
"Moan for me Shito, moan." He said in that seductive tone, as he ran a finger between the cheeks of my ass, prodding at my puckered entrance. I gasped at the sudden action and I couldn't help but notice how I got hard due to his finger, hot against my skin. He pushed the finger slightly into my hole and I winced. It was somewhat painful.
"Come on." He said. "Moan for me. I like to hear those beautiful sounds emit from you." I shook my head refusing to give him what he wanted and he murmured, "Fine". Sliding the finger up my spine, he traced it along my jawline where he pushed it past my lips forcing me to taste it. He twirled his finger around my tongue gathering up saliva and pulled the finger out of my mouth. A strand of warm saliva followed and broke, falling against my lips.
The hot, lubricated finger then found its way down my spine again and inserted about an inch into my entrance. I cried out, my head thrown back and my eyes clenched tightly. "Shhh…" He murmured into my ear. His hot breath, like smoke, twirled in circles on my skin. He thrust the finger into me deeper and my muscles tightened incredibly uncomfortably. It was painful, but I couldn't help but let out a deep moan. He had found the spot, the bundle of sensitive nerves inside me.
"That's what I like to hear, my Shito." He smiled against my skin and then pulled out the finger, only to insert it back inside of me. My back arched as he thrusted the finger in and out of my abused hole. The saliva; the makeshift lubricant, was wearing out and the friction was starting to hurt in great quantities. He didn't stop, though, until I was moaning and crying out in a steady rate. I called out his name several times and told him I was seeing stars and if he didn't stop I would pass out. He finally stopped and drew of me; his finger hot and wet with sweat and the essence from inside of me.
"Later," He started in a huff. "we'll take it a bit further." And with that he had released me. I collapsed on the cold floor, breathing heavy. Beads of sweat rolled down my back and stomach and emptiness grew inside me, almost as if his finger had been a part of me that was taken away, like a missing piece to perfectly fit the puzzle. My muscles were sore as if I had run miles on end.
I wouldn't let him overpower me though. I broke the handcuffs on my wrists, and dragged myself to the showers in the dorm. I had thought at the time that maybe the hot water and clean soap would wash away the impurities Chika had forced on me. As the hot water ran down my chest and between my legs, I realized that I was wrong. The impurities were inside of me and I couldn't wash them away that easily.
I got out and dried my hair furious at my naïve thoughts. I dressed in the dark, black suit that I had worn throughout the year as my school uniform and adjusted the tie to fit snug at my throat to hide the little nip Chika had left. I was already use to the abuse and I couldn't deny that I liked it. Chika's abuse assured me that I was still here and able to experience the pains of normal living beings, even though I know I'm not human. For God's sake, I loved my mother like I would a lover. I'm a monster and I know it. That's what confuses me about Chika. He knew the truth and yet he insisted that he still wanted me, and somewhere deep inside I had a feeling that I needed him. †
Whew! First chapter! The next one will be in a short...(few minutes. :P) time.
Thank you for reading. I hope you enjoyed it so far!
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~SwampyGreenie