Hey guys, it's Phinabellalives again.
So this is a short one-shot I wrote. It's also a (loose) songfic, the song in question is How to Save a Life by The Fray. I have been wanting to write this for a while, and It is dark, to say the least.
Characters are 16 in this fic, so they are O.O.C.
A/N: This is rated M for strong swearing and trigger warnings. Dont read if you have depression and are triggered easily
Disclaimer: I don't own Phineas and Ferb
"We need to talk"
As Isabella heard these words from her ex-crush of 11 years, Phineas Flynn. She started to head towards the door.
"Isabella, please, I only want to talk"
Isabella stopped and started messing with the sleeve that covered up the cuts. She tried to politely smile back at Phineas, however Isabella could tell by the look on Phineas' face that he just saw right through it, it became obvious he knew what was going on
Phineas saw a window to his right, he knew that this was a 14 storey building and he was in Isabella's top floor apartment, he stayed near this window to make sure that Isabella didn't try and jump. However Isabella turned right, There was a visible look of both fear and blame on Phineas' face as he began to wonder why he came.
Where could I have gone wrong, somewhere in my bitterness through the past few months. I've lost a friend. I would've stayed up with her all night had I known how to save a life.
"Isabella, please don't do this, it isn't worth it, trust me..." Phineas tried to let her know that he knew best, After all, he did know best, he was trying to slip past the defence Isabella had built up in a way of blocking out the words of other people, "Why not, Phineas? You've been treating me like pure dog shit for months now, why should I carry on?".
"Because this isn't worth it, we can resurface whatever we used to have. I've been a fucking idiot these past few months and I really should have apologised long ago." Phineas said while praying to god Isabella was hearing what he had to say
As he sat in the front of the funeral wondering about how he could've stopped it, he was hissed at by Vivian, he remembered he wasnt meant to be there and moved to sit under a nearby tree,
Isabella began to raise her voice, Phineas, meanwhile, simply lowered his voice and gave Isabella one last choice.
After sitting at the table for a good hour, Isabella simply left Phineas with "It's not the same".
Phineas didn't sleep that night. He only sat wide awake, wondering what Isabella meant.
It was about 8 in the morning when the police knocked on the door, They then informed them that isabella had hung herself. They also told him there was a suicide note. They gave it to him, it read:
Dear world,
I'm glad I'm leaving you, you've done nothing but treat me like nothing but a piece of shit for months now.
You shouldn't have bothered showing up last night, there was no point, I already had everything planned out.
Anyway, I'm only writing this to say that I can't believed I used to love you, and also, fuck you, Phineas. You're not going to attend the funeral.
Fuck you,
Isabella.
P.S Mama, I know you're reading this. If Phineas shows up, don't let him stay.
So there it is, i know this isn't what the song is based off. It's actually about a troubled teen on drugs. But i have my own interpretation
Hi, I'm Phinabellalives and I'm bad at sign-offs