Chapter 1:What do you feel
Disclaimer: Don't own pretty little liars
Aria's POV
Mysterious, rebellious, and suspicious are words that people use describe him. But me no I use more words than just that. His name Jason, Alison's brother after she died he moved away. But now he is back "Aria, Aria are you listening to me" I feel someone shaking me. I snap out of it "oh, sorry Ezra" I apologize but I'm not actually sorry. I don't even know why I am apologizing. "Aria, are you Ok" I feel his hand rub back and forth slowly against my arm. I nod my head quickly and look away I don't want him to know I'm thinking about another guy. I don't want to hurt him but I am tired of being a secret. I know he can't do anything about it and if he tried he would get arrested. I love him I really do but sometimes things get boring. "Sorry I got to go, bye Ezra" I say while quickly giving him a kiss on his lips. Before I can rush out of there his hand is already pulling me back. "Are you sure there is nothing wrong?" asking me with doubt in his voice. And all I can do is nod again I don't even give him time to completely take his hand off of me. I'm already out in the cold hallway panting and panicking. I try to drive home without thinking about Ezra or... Jason. "Jason" I hear my thoughts whisper to me and my heart beat to the sound of the name. I need to get him out of my head and heart I have Ezra I need to. I pull over by the school's basketball court and throw up. I can't take all of this confusion it's giving me a huge headache. Making me feel sick "Aria" I hear a familiar voice ask me in a caring voice. But I'm too scared to look up "Aria, It's going to rain you should get home." And now I know for sure it isn't a female's voice. I jump up when I feel the warmness of his hand grab my cold one. "Aria, It's me Jason" I hear him shout like he is trying to wake me up. "What?" I whisper weakly all I can see is his blurry face looking down at mine as he picks me up bridal style. I try to put my arms around his neck but I'm too weak so I let my arms fall. He shakes me a little bit before putting back in my car but in the passenger side. "I'm going to drive you home, Ok" he whispers I try to nod but my head falls back to the seat. All I can hear is the buckles of the seat belts, sound of car doors slamming, and drops of rain hitting the top of the car. Once the engine starts I fall asleep "Aria, come on your home" I feel him reach over me to unbuckle my seat belt. I finally open my eyes and gasp as I see his arms wrapped around me. "Sorry Aria...I...you" I hush him by putting my finger on his lips. I laugh sleepily "you say my name a lot, Jason" he just laughs along. And lifts me completely up "I love you, Jason" I whisper to him his laugh then stops right after he hears those word fly out of my mouth. "Your just tired, Aria" he says it so serious it hurts me. Because he doesn't believe me I don't want to deny it anymore but he's not letting me accept it. "But..." he just shuts me off "Aria, it's raining can't you see I have to get you in. Before you get more sick than you already are. We don't have time for this useless talk." I try to force a smile because he is caring about me but I then frown because he just called me confession useless. I try to see the good side to that but I can't. He runs me up my stairs and knocks on the door. "No ones home" I tell him in a quiet voice. He just shakes his head then digs in his pocket for my keys. When he finally finds them he opens the door and slowly walks in. "Do you want me to stay here with you" he sweetly asks me. I nod "Oh your clothes are wet, Aria. Can you change or are you too tired." I quickly look at myself as I wrap my arms around his neck and whisper. "Please dress me, Jason I can't do it myself." I look up at him he quickly shakes his head but then pauses and slowly nods. I know he doesn't want me to get more sick so he carries me upstairs. I see a confused look on his voice before I realize he has never been in my house before. So I point the way to my room he opens the door with hesitation and doubt in his eyes when he sets me down on my bed. "Aria, are you sure?" he ask me with the most care in his voice I have ever heard before from him. It startles me and helps me think, should I let him? My thoughts ask me, yes I answer. "Yes, Jason I'm sure." I answer him with no doubt in my weak voice.