Chuck vrs Casey's blow up:
Casey was sitting in his apartment sipping on his beloved Jonny Walker Black, feeling more than abit upset over his two partners. He had grown fond of Sarah and Chuck , he had never had two people that he had become closer to than them. But deep down he knew that it was painful for them to love each other deeply but because of the Beckman and Agency rules it was hard for them to openly express it. As a result they were hurting each other because of the frustration each felt. Well John Casey had suffered enough, tonight he was going to let his long restrained 'LADY FEELINGS' out to both his partners. He picked up his phone and paged both Sarah and Chuck to come ASAP to his place. Casey knew Sarah had gone out with Carina which was good since Carina also needed a talking to.
Chuck who had been in his apartment came first and knocked on Casey's door.
"What's wrong Casey it sounded important?" Chuck asked.
" It is Bartowski but we need to wait for Walker to arrive." Casey replied.
"Couldn't you just tell me now , Casey? Things are not going to well with Sarah and I right now." Chuck answered back.
"No, Bartowski sit your ass down because what I have to tell you is very important"
"OK, Casey." Chuck more than a little nervous saying.
A half hour past and another knock came and Sarah entered Casey's apartment with Carina. She spotted Chuck sitting there and quickly averted her eyes not to let Chuck see that she obviously missed seeing him. John Casey quickly closed his front door and walked over to his desk where his surveillance equipment was and hit a button and all hell broke loose . Bars came down over the windows and doors and a total lock down came into effect in the apartment. His three quests were more than surprised and asked in unison, "Casey what the fuck is going on?"
"I am glad I have your undivided attention, I need to speak with you three and I have a total lock down to this apartment. No surveillance, no video monitoring, we can all speak openly and freely. What I am is f- pissed and I need to get my anger our before I literally pull out a gun and shot you all in the ass. Now shut up all three of you and listen to me for once. "
Chuck and Sarah knew for John to take these measures he was pissed, but for Carina she was more aroused at the strong measures Casey had taken at this moment.
I know that you Chuck, and you as well Walker love each other! Please don't try and deny it because I already know the truth! What I am is fed up with how stupid you both are not fighting to be together. Let me tell you both something, I don't know of two people who deserve to be together than you both. I see how you pine for each other and mop around when you miss being together than the two of you. Chuck answer me this question and don't lie because I will know!"
"Do you love Sarah?"
Chuck was taken aback by Casey's bluntness and directness and was blushing at being caught.
"Well do you Chuck, now is the time to man up Chuck, NO Lies, No Secrets!"
"WELL!"
"Yes, Casey I love her!" Chuck lowered his head unwilling to look into Sarah's eyes unsure if she would rip him one for finally telling her his feeling in front of everyone.
Casey then questioned Chuck further, "When did you know Chuck that you loved her?"
"I knew when she first looked in my eyes, I saw those eyes and her smile I felt I must be in a dream or hit the lottery because I could not imagine an angel like her could every swop down from heaven to speak to me and even want to spent time with me. But when she lighted at my corny jokes and the look she gave me that I could be her personal baggage handler I knew she was the one. But I-."
"But what Chuck, I felt underserving of her, such a beautiful and smart and caring woman , and me just a Nerd working at the Buy-More. Then when Carina told me that Sarah and Bryce had been together I really felt like a looser."
Sarah at this time saw her eyes water hearing Chuck admonish himself over having feelings for her, it saddened her hearing him down about himself.
"Casey then addressed Chuck again but this time to let Sarah know about what happened in Prague. "Chuck did Sarah ask you to run with her?"
"Yes"
"But I know you didn't, why? "Asked Casey.
"Because the General found out and told me 2 days I was going to meet Sarah, that if I ran she would put a BURN notice out on Sarah. She threatened me with the only thing she could to get me to do what she wanted. She threatened to kill Sarah if I ran and I told her to let me just turn her down but not kill her. I couldn't let Sarah get hurt because of me, I love her too much and felt bad that I had to hurt her to save her. If I ever have a choice it would always be to protect Sarah. That is why I stopped Flashing and got kicked out of Spy School, because of the guilt I felt hurting Sarah.
Sarah's tears opened up as the revelation of what Chuck had to endure for her, how his pain cause him not only to stop flashing but how he had been used by the government and Beckman. Her anger toward her bosses only grew the more she realized how they manipulated them both.
Casey turned to Sarah, "Walker you hear how Chuck feels, now Walker no more F-Walls! Tell him, be honest and stop this BS you have been doing. Do you love Chuck!" more a statement than a question coming from Casey's mouth.
Sarah wanted to speak but the Agent side kept her from speaking, but finally the resolve overcame her fear and she uttered it finally," Yes, Yes I love him!"
Chuck finally raised his head and looked into Sarah's eyes which had tears flowing like a river and her pent up emotions broke her many walls she had erected within her. She ran to him and ssat on his lap and her arms went around his neck as they pulled each other into a kiss, tender and then growing more passionate .
"Hey you two, I ain't doe yet, "Casey turned to Carina and looking into her eyes spoke firmly.
"Carina why did you try and seduce Chuck and then tell him about Bryce and Sarah?"
Carina tried to pass it off with one of her off color jokes but soon saw the resolve of /Casey and his Anger. "To be honest Case, I was jealous of Sarah! I saw how Chuck adored her and saw the affection her had for her and I was jealous, I never had such a caring man to love me. I saw the way Chuck always put Sarah's needs before his own. I saw him open the door for her. Putting his jacket on her when he saw her be cold. I even saw how he would look deeply into her eyes and not try to sneak a peek at her assets. I even saw when they had fixed me up with Morgan when Sarah touched the back of his neck how aroused he became and the goosebumps that formed on his arms. I was jealous that she found a man who was totally adoring of her even though she was a spy and was an assassin as well. He didn't care he just was in love with Sarah. But when he turned me down I knew, no one had even turned me down for sex before, I knew that what he felt for Sarah was real. I was jealous , I'm sorry Sarah."
Sarah Walker hearing that from her friend forgave her and gave her a hug understanding that for a spy finding true love was a treasure beyond measure.
Casey turned to Sarah , and said firmly," Sarah you are the best partner I have ever had, but you are a fool!"
Sarah was taken aback, "What?"
" Yes Sarah you are so stupid that her you have a man who truly loves you and you are not going to ever find someone as loving of caring as Chuck in your life. But what makes you even more foolish is to think that this was only your fight. One thing I have come to understand working with you is that Chuck considers all of us Family! Before I took this assignment Sarah I had resigned myself to being alone for the rest of my life. When I became a Spy Sarah I gave it all up for country and duty. I have no wife, no children, and when I die no one who would shed a tear at the loss of John Casey. I sit here at night drinking myself to death, pruning my bonsai tree, and eating a friggin pot pie alone. But being here Bartowski claimed us both as not only his partners, friends, but as part of his family. Do you understand Sarah, we don't have to be alone anymore.
Turning toward Carina before she could answer, "Yes, even you Carina are part of the Family, but please don't make me regret that decision ok!"
Casey could only hear the squeal of delight from Carinas mouth as she ran up and gave Casey a big hug.
"Now Walker, as a family we fight as a family together, you and Chuck are not alone and I won't stand by and let you two screw this up ok. So I want you two to go home together, talk , love each other , but know that we are here fight for you.
Then Casey lowered his head and said something so softly it was barely audible but Chuck caught it.
"What did you say Casey? "Jokingly egging him on
Casey shot a blaring gaze at chuck and repeated "I SAID I LOVE YOU GUYS TOO!"
But added for Chucks benefit, "Bartowski if you ever repeat that to another soul I will bury you alive with Honey over your head and let the ants have at you. I swear Chuck!"
Sarah, Chuck , and Carina all laughed at Casey's comment and each swore that no one would ever know about John Casey finally letting his lady feelings out to play.
Casey then spoke to the three of them and stated," Tonight we rest, but tomorrow we plan or mission of dealing with the General .OK But making them realize that you both need each other as well."
The group was about to leave when Chuck asked a question of Casey. "Can I ask you Casey how I can understand Sarah better I feel I just screw things up with her."
Casey took a deep breath and looked Chuck in the eyes, "Well Chuck you need to be more patient with Sarah and stop trying to push her before she is ready. Sarah loves you numb nuts that is a fact not conjecture here. But you need to understand her and understand her life as a spy. "
Casey looked at Sarah looking at her eyes as if asking permission from her to speak what she could not. Sarah dropped her head solemnly understanding that it was ok to continue.
"Chuck you know Sarah is special but you have to understand what pain she had to endure in her life. You know about her Father and his issues. You know that he pulled her from one town, one school after another, Sarah had no home, no roots. Do you think that was easy on her growing up?" Casey stated.
"Well no it must have not been. "Chuck replied in earnest.
"Well Sarah never had the normal life you had even though you suffered as well, but at least you had Ellie and Morgan in your life. Sarah had no one in hers, she had too bear all that alone, No one to comfort her, no one to hold her when she cried herself to sleep. Sarah also has never been in love before, Chuck. At least never before now, you are the first man Sarah has ever loved. Sarah is basically an emotional virgin, sure she has had sex before but it was always a mechanical act devoid of emotion or feeling. It was just like getting a back rub to relieve stress to a spy. If you really paid attention to her you would see how she blushes when you call her name , or when you touch her the goosebumps on her arms, or when you kiss her the sheer look of passion in her eyes. "
Sarah at this point became very sheepish that her NSA partner had been so observant how she acted around Chuck. "Sarah please don't take it wrong, I am a spy and I don't want you to be reassigned from Chuck. You are good to him and he makes you as happy as he makes you. I see how you two mop when the other is not around. I care about the two of you, shezzz my damm lady feelings again."
The sound of laughter filled his apartment as Chuck, Sarah , and Carina laughed at Casey's remark.