Disclaimer: I do not own Kingdom Hearts. I wish I did though….
Orange Glory
Kairi P.O.V.
I watched as Selphie came up to me her arm held in a sling. Wondering what happened, I gave her a look that clearly stated 'what-the-hell-happened-to-you?'
Answering my question she said, "A vicious dog bit me, can you believe that?"
Shaking my head, she suddenly put out her hand and showed me a pill bottle. In all
it's orange transparent glory. Selphie then said "The hospital gave me these. They're pain
killers." She then smiled and gave out her hand so that we could leave the beach for it was beginning to get dark.
As I went through a visualization of Selphie and the dog in my mind, I soon thought of the pain relievers she showed me earlier. I then had an idea. It wasn't very smart but I felt I needed some of the pain I've been feeling taken away. The pain he caused. I could never sleep because he haunted me in my dreams. So I went to the stairs. Looked down and observed every single step of that mahogany wood staircase. Just one little slip and I would be able to break a bone. Which bone did I aim to sprain or twist? My ankle. You know I had known plenty of people who had twisted or sprained their ankle. They gotmedications and casts and pain killers. That was before he left.
So I thought. And I thought. And I thought. How should I go down this damn staircase to get those pills? Should I go speeding down with my socks on? Or should I take it slow and not expect when I would miss a step? Eh, I'll go with the first one.
So down I ran. And I did actually miss a step. I know I was trying to, but I was reconsidering my idea due to the fact that I would be in pain still. Both mentally and physically it would hurt. And that did it. BOOM! I fell. I twisted my ankle. Well I guess I hit my mark. I aimed to twist and I did it. To the hospital is where my mother took me. To the Emergency room is where I went. (a/n: I might be wrong on that one.)
One week later, I was back home with Selphie making sure I didn't take another trip down the stairs. Like I would. But she did in fact have to leave. No one would be home except for me and the pills I aimed to take.
So into the bathroom I went. To get rid of the pain he caused and to rid myself of my physical pain. Orange bottle with all it's glory in my hand.
Heh. And they said only take one.
Well I know what's going to happen if I take more. But this pain is too big for one stupid pill to get rid of. So I'll take as many as I need to get rid of all my pain.
1 pill for all those promises he made.
Another for leaving me.
A third for not even writing.
4 for making me believe he's not coming back.
A fifth for being gone for 5 years.
Another for sending me home after I finally found him.
7 for making me miserable.
2 more for not caring when I said I loved him.
And one more for falling in love with someone who clearly didn't love him back.
And after I took these 10 pain killers, I actually killed myself. I did see it coming. I knew it would. But I had to kill this pain. Absolutely had to. Never mind that everyone close to me would mourn and grieve. I was finally rid of all the things he did to cause me this pain. So if Sora actually did love me, he would feel the pain he caused me for 5 long, lonely damn years. Only he would feel it forever.
Regular P.O.V.
The next day Sora came back. Searching for the one he had hurt without knowing.
He went to Kairi's house. He got a tear faced Selphie and Kairi's grieving mother glaring at him. For they knew what pain he caused her. They knew she would probably commit suicide. Unfortunately they didn't know when.
So when Sora asked where Kairi was, Selphie simply stated, "why don't you look in the bathroom?" So when Sora looked on the floor of the grey tiled bathroom, he was in tears. "who did this?" he questioned."you did Sora" was all that Selphie answered.
He suddenly became wide-eyed and stared at Kairi's lifeless body. "What? How did I cause this?" he asked. But instead of Selphie answering him, His mind did. 'how did you not? After all you did practically break her heart. Now you're mourning over something you caused!' "How did I do this?" he asked no one in particular. Then he realized.
"It was because she loved me." And Selphie just nodded solemnly.
(A/N: I actually got this from General Hospital last night. One of the characters was holding a pill bottle and it kept popping up so I got this from it. I do realize this is sort of depressing and since I've never been to the hospital, I don't really know what goes on for what. But please review!)