I Need You

by SweetDreams1318

Clarke needs Bellamy now more than ever, but will she break and ask for it? Will Bellamy be there when she needs him to be? What happens when Clarke sleeps with Bellamy to forget the terrible thing that happened to her in the woods? Will Bellamy forgive her or will he feel used and end up hating her? *I'm better at writing stories than summaries* {Rated M for rape/sex scene(s)}

1. Chapter 1

I Need You.

Chapter 1

[I do not own The 100 or any of the characters, all credit goes to The CW and Kass Morgan. I hope you all enjoy. This is still set in the beginning, where they all landed and have been living on the ground for months, almost a year, Winter comes in the next coming chapters.]

I don't know what he's thinking half of the time and that's what bothers me, maybe even more

than his arrogance. My eyebrows pressed downward as I glared at him, but he just stood there with his

hands out, and that smirk on his face. "Bellamy, I said we need to go this way if we want to find the

herbs Monty said to look for." I said pointing to the left, but he wanted to keep going straight. "No,

princess, we need to go this way, we've been doing good staying away from the Grounders, let's keep it

that way." I let out a sigh at his words, he's being too cautious, and that's not going to help us find these

herbs any faster. "Look, why don't we just split up and agree to meet back here when the sun drops over

the tree tops?" I shrug. He looks like he's about to yell when he just sighs and shakes his head. "Splitting

up would be a terrible idea." I put my hands on my hips and raise an eyebrow at him. "Well the longer

we argue about this, the longer it's going to take to get back to camp." I was getting so frustrated, our

people needed these herbs to make so many medicines. "I think we need to stay together, there are so

many things that could go wrong with your plan." I rolled my eyes. "Like what Bellamy?" He began

pointing out that one of us could get back to our rendezvous point and think the other already left and

we'd miss each other at the spot, one of us could get hurt and have no back up, and on and on. I held up

my hand to stop him. "Here, give me your extra knife." He looked confused for a moment but then

handed over his knife. "I'll hold on to this, and if I get back before you, I'll drive it into this tree, and if you

see the knife, and not me, that means something happened to me." I said now crossing my arms across

my chest. He looked frustrated while thinking about the plan, but he just sighed and nodded. "Alright

princess, it's a plan, but, you'd better be standing there with that knife in that tree when I get back." He

said pointing to the tree. "You'll do the same too, won't you?" I asked. He nodded in response and we

gave each other one last look before we took our separate ways. I could feel his eyes linger on my back

as I pushed past the low hanging branches of the trees. I was hot and sweaty after walking what seemed

like forever, my feet were sore and pulsing. I have to say I was relieved to come at an end to the woods

and out onto an open pebble beach next to a river. I collapsed to my knees at the river's edge, I began

scooping water out with my hands and splashing the water on my face. The cool water was so

welcomed, I did it a few more times, over my hair and I took off my boots to dip my feet in the running

water. I let out a moan of pleasure as the heat I was feeling for so long was finally gone, and replaced by

a relaxing cool. I kept my gun close to my side as I leaned my head back to enjoy this moment, and I

almost missed the leaves of something waving under the water, a few inches from my toes. I sat up and

leaned closer to see what they were, I reached out and pulled some from their roots. I examined the

leaves and they looked to be some of what Monty was talking about. I stuffed them into my pack after

shaking off their water. I figured it was time to move on, I was well cooled off by now and I had to go

back to the woods to search for the other herbs. I used one of my cloths in my pack to dry off my feet

faster and put them back into my boots. Once I was ready to go, I stood and jogged back up to the

woods. I broke through the brush of leaves and started to make my way back the way I had come, I dug

up some dirt with my feet when I walked to make a semi-trail. When I looked to my left there was a

small opening in the leaves. I pushed through and smiled huge when I found a small clearing with a

bunch of flowers and herbs. I climbed through the leaves and I picked up every flower and herb leaves I

could find. Stuffing the pack until it almost couldn't close, I felt satisfied that I had enough, and I'm sure I

grabbed every flower and herb from that field. I was feeling proud of myself as I followed my trail back

to the tree where Bellamy and I were supposed to meet. His knife wasn't in the tree and he wasn't near

so I figured he was still out or on his way back, it was still earlier than what we had planned so I dug the

knife into the tree and slid down it, waiting. I had my eyes looking out at the path he had taken, I felt

anxious when after a few minutes I still didn't see or hear him. I stood up and brushed off my pants, I

thought I heard him when some twigs snapped, but then I realized they were from behind me. I turned

to see a Grounder and before I could even grab my gun, something had hit me on the back of the head. I

fell face first to the ground and the world went dark. I woke up to a sharp pain pulsing in the back of my

head. When I opened my eyes, the sun was close to setting, the sky was lit up in oranges and pinks of all

shades. I realized I couldn't move when I tried to tend to the spot on my head that was hurting. My

hands were bound to a giant tree, and then I remembered Bellamy was still out there, oh god, what if

this Grounder had already killed Bellamy!? I shook away the thought, no, Bellamy was stronger than

that, and he would have won that fight. I looked around to take in my surroundings, there was a small

campfire about fifteen feet away from me. My feet were bound as well, and I left my knife in the tree,

that would make escaping so much more difficult. But maybe if Bellamy gets to the tree and sees the

knife and my bag that I left behind, maybe he'll find me! I heard rustling sounds approaching the

campfire but my excitement was gone when two Grounders came through the bushes. I recognized the

one who I turned to see behind me, the other must have been the one who hit me. If there were two of

them, Bellamy would have had less of a chance to win or even escape, and the thought of that made me

sick to my stomach. They were talking to each other in their language, but they were nodding and

gesturing towards me. If they are going to kill me, I don't know how they plan on doing it, my thoughts

were brought elsewhere when I saw the second one holding my pack. No not the herbs! I was trying to

rub the ropes loose very stealthily while they talked. One of them grunted and came over to me, I

turned my head and closed my eyes, stopping all of my movement. The second one dropped my bag by

the fire and came over to join the first one, the one I recognized by his masked face. He pulled out a

knife and my heart race picked up. "No, please don't kill me!" I found myself begging, and I couldn't help

it, it was true, I didn't want to die. "Shut up, golden hair!" The second one shouted gruffly at me. I pulled

on my ropes but they just laughed. The one with the mask put the knife up to my neck, I started to

shake. He put the tip of the blade under my shirt and pulled it down, my shirt ripped open completely

and only hung on by the straps of the tank top. My bra was revealed and it hit me to what they really

wanted. That would be so much worse than death, and I started to plead with them, trying to find

something. "Please don't, don't do this to me!" The one without the mask had hit me in the face, I was

looking at the ground when the masked one stuck the knife under my bra and ripped the front open. I

pulled hard on my hands, my fingers started to tingle with numbness as I tried my hardest to get out of

this situation. With my breasts free and exposed for them to see, I saw them start to become aroused.

"No no no no, please!" I cried out. The one with the mask took a step closer to me and he reached out

and cupped one of my breasts with his hand. I shook my head when he started to run his thumb over my

nipple and played with it. "Stop!" The one without the mask hit me again, this time successfully splitting

my lip, I could feel the blood dripping down my lip to my chin. The masked one released my breast and

he started to unbutton my pants, and panic set in. I struggled with him, squeezing my legs together and

squirming every chance I got. He nodded his head at me and towards the other grounder, who nodded

and came over grabbing my legs, stopping me from moving. The masked grounder successfully removed

my pants down to my ankles and he tore open my underwear as fast as he did my bra. The fabric fell

away and now I was completely exposed. The masked grounder took all of the sight of me in, and he

started to remove his own clothing. "No, please just leave me here, walk away, please!" But he didn't

care what I had to say. My eyes widened when I saw his erection spring free from his pants, and he

became more aggressive as he slid me down the pole and pulled my legs out from under me. My butt

had landed hard on the dirt, he dropped down onto his knees as he pulled me towards him and spread

my legs. "No!" I screamed out into the woods, and my thoughts turned to Bellamy. "Help, help me!" I

screamed out once more as the masked grounder shoved himself into me. I had never done this before,

and I could feel myself stretching out to his size, but he didn't give me time to adjust, he just kept

thrusting himself into me. I screamed out in pain as he barely fit himself into me, but he continued

pounding hard, there was nothing I could do. I just kept screaming, but at this point I wasn't sure if I

even wanted Bellamy to find me like this. The grounder groaned out as he released himself inside of me,

I could feel the hot liquid fill me. He pulled himself out and pulled his pants back up and let his friend

take a turn. "No more, please!" I said hoarsely, my throat was so sore from screaming. But the second

grounder shoved himself into me, the cum from the first grounder was being pushed deeper inside of

me and when it could go nowhere else, I could feel it trickle out past this grounder. "Stop!" I fought and

squirmed, my muscles were sore, I was so weak, but this had to come to an end. But the assault on my

body continued, the second Grounder came inside of me as well, his fluids mixing with the other ones,

and I felt myself become nauseated. They both took turns over and over, to the point where I had lost

myself in thoughts, to get away. Bellamy's face somehow ended up in my thoughts as I was bringing

myself away, mentally, from this situation. His trademark smirk on his lips, it brought a smile to mine,

but my bubble was burst when my body was dropped down onto the ground. I opened my eyes and

then I heard a gunshot. Bellamy! Oh god no, not him, he can't see me like this! I saw the unmasked

Grounder on the ground with a bullet hole through his head, and the masked one had fled. The knife

was close to my feet, it was in the hand of the dead Grounder. I heard footsteps coming and his deep

voice calling my name. "Clarke?!" I didn't say anything, he'd follow the light and smell from the fire. I

focused on getting the knife, but I didn't get to it in time before Bellamy came pushing through the

bushes. When his eyes fell on me, he was at my side in an instant as he grabbed the knife and undone

my bound hands. I covered my breasts and pulled my legs up to my chest as Bellamy cut the ropes

around my ankles. Bellamy said nothing as he threw his jacket over me, his mouth was a hard line, and I

brought myself to look at his eyes. They were sad, big and brown, they looked so concerned, and then

his lips moved. "What?" I asked, feeling almost completely numb. "I'm sorry." I nodded my head and I

rested my head on his shoulder and let myself break. Tears ran down my cheeks in streams, and he just

put his arms around me in a warm embrace.

[Whew this was a long one, I hope you all enjoyed and look forward to my next chapters, and remember, please Review! :)]