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Your back is straight and proud,

Your stance never wavers,

I feel powerless.

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My hands are quivering,

The reach out so defenselessly,

My childhood's mistakes are catching up again.

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You, I embrace,

You, that carries me as I am weak,

You are not him.

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These tears are over flowing,

Again, and again,

I regret.

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Something is breaking,

Ah, my heart is in many pieces,

Did he hear it?

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You smile at me,

My heart plunges,

Why don't you cry?

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You whisper comforting words to me,

We're not supposed to be here,

My own selfishness coupled with your selflessness doubles this pain.

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You are not angry,

Maybe a little sad,

It would've been easier if you pushed me away with equal emotion.

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This smell so wild,

These arms so strong,

You pull me in so easily and invitingly.

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My throat is burning,

These screams are senseless,

You take the pounding I inflict to your chest.

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The sound dies down,

Just like the emotion of hatred I took out on you

It should've been me.

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You place your jacket on my shoulders,

You carry me to my bed,

I'm an spoiled princess.

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I can feel you lean in as your warm breath comes closer,

"Oyasumi." You say

But your heart cries, "Sayonara!"

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You leave with a kiss to my pale forehead,

I can hear the click of the door,

You lock the door of my heart and home.

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The stars are bright,

Like your hair,

Your haunting makes me restless.

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Darkness shifts to light,

I found I fell asleep,

My hand is grasping the jacket draped on my shoulders.

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The sun stings my eyes,

Like the tears of last night,

You greet me with a smile.

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I am jealous of you,

You, who is so strong,

Who isn't blinded by desire.

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Your back turns to me,

Like he did in this realization,

The realization that I was a restraining chain.

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owari

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NaruSaku piece. :P This sucks.

A story in poem format...? Poems tell stories though...so, poem.