Disclaimer: I do not own Yu-Gi-Oh!, or anything at all for that matter.
I'll be ok
I've been standing here for about two hours now, give or take. I'm not sure. In fact, I'm not sure about anything any more. I've been starring at you this whole time. And you've been starring back. No words have been said.
A long time ago, you would've asked what's wrong with me. You used to worry so much about me. Always asking me things and always trying to make my life better. That's over now. You'll never as me anything again. You'll never worry about me again.
A long time ago, you would have stared at me with those big, worried eyes of yours. But not any more. Last time I saw your eyes, they were cold and devoid of emotion.
I realise that I must look like an absolute mess right now. It's been days since I showered or even combed my hair. Neither did I eat. But it doesn't matter any more. Because you are gone, the only person I ever loved.
Was that what you wanted? Make me so dependent on you that I wouldn't be able to survive without you any more? I'm but an empty shell that's been sucked dry by the loneliness of my millennia-long existence, now that you're gone.
But why would you care? You just left me here on my own.
When I first met you, I thought so little of you. But you never stopped reaching out to me. And slowly, you became a part of me, without me even realising it. Until the day I lost you.
One day, you were simply gone. Without saying something. Without a warning. You betrayed me and turned me into the wreck of a man I am now.
I don't know what I'm to do now. I'm an undying spirit, I live eternally... and what for? You took everything from me. Every goal I may have had once suddenly seemed moot to me. You had become a part of me, and now I no longer know how to go on.
You left, and it broke me. I should've know... it was bound to happen sooner or later. And still, I never even considered the possibility.
Still, I know that my feelings will ebb away with time, as they always do, leaving behind nothing but emptiness.
I can hear footsteps on the gravel, and people talking. Everything seems so normal. There's people everywhere, and none of them are aware of what happened to us. They're on their way to school, or work perhaps. They're laughing, arguing or fooling around with one another. Everything's normal. As if the world was still intact. But it is not, and that is your doing.
Someone walks past me, not paying attention to me. He will leave this place, return home to his family perhaps.
It's getting colder. Autumn gives way to winter. It'll be a winter without you. You won't be there to sit in your favourite chair by the heater, wrapped in a blanket, and to tell me how I lucky I am for not feeling the cold.
You took away every hope I might have had for the future when you left. Every last ounce of joy I had gotten from living with you. Why am I still here? I wish my life was over as well. I've been alive for so long, and there's nothing left but sadness. I'm tired of living.
You gave me more than anyone has ever given me before. For the first time in centuries, I felt something over than hatred. Through you, I learned to love living again.
I will continue to live. Eternal and undying, I will bear witness to the passing of the centuries that are still to come. And some day, I may even be able to come to terms with the fact that you're no longer there for me. Some day, I may be able to fill the void you've left in my heart.
Before I turn to leave, I take one final look at your grave.
"The Lord gave and the Lord has taken away;
Here lies Ryou Bakura"
The End
A/N: They're you go, it is done. A few reviews would be nice :)