This Story is about Rei and her life around the one she loves Mina, it tells of tales that she went through with her and describes the feelings she felt going through everything.

Rei POV

Dear Diary,

I thought she had been different than everyone else.
But in reality she ended up being like everyone else.

In the beginning she was well to me at least,
She was perfect, the beautiful blonde hair,
The most gorgeous eyes you have ever seen,
And that smile seeing that made every day the best,
Her hugs, just being close calmed me down,

She was kind and helpful,
She was brilliant,
She made all my problems hers to get me through.
To help me overcome everything,

I first approached her because,
I wanted to at least befriend her.
I wanted something,
Just the sight of her made me feel better,
When I was feeling down,

I thought she looked adorable,
When I saw her around school,
The first time I saw her,
In a dress, I was stunned,
It was like seeing heaven,
She was drop dead gorgeous.

After that night we got closer,
And closer,
We had some sleepovers,
She came to my shrine and we,
Stayed up watching TV for both nights,

It was one of the best times,
I got to cuddle with her,
But I couldn't do more than that,
Because well, she was straight,

It really broke my heart that,
She was,
Because in my heart I wanted,
More than that,

After the sleepovers,
We still got closer and closer,
But then I don't really know what happened,
But for about a week it felt like,
She was ignoring me,
She would avoid talking to me it felt like,
She wouldn't hug me at all,

I sent her a letter,
Never got a response,
then after that week,
She was talking to me again and everything,
Like she just ignored what had just happened,

It wasn't then same for me after that,
It just felt like she wasn't really there,
Anymore,

It felt like we were getting more distant,
Every day, But I was falling deeper and,
Deeper in love with her,
And I couldn't stop it,

That's when I tried to take my life,
But no she got me to stop.
Even though it felt like she didn't care,

TBC ~