"I'm going out! I don't know when I'll be home! Don't wait up, bye! Hikaru yelled to Kaoru as he walked out the door. Lately, Hikaru has been spending a lot of time out and about with Tamaki and leaving Kaoru at home by himself. They had moved into their own apartment away from their parents to be more responsible but lately Hikaru hasn't been acting very responsible. Kaoru walked back to his room and lay down on the bed and exhaled deeply. It was 4 pm and the twins had just arrived home about an hour ago from school and already, Hikaru was gone. A few tears rolled down Kaoru's cheek. He was beginning to get suspicious that Hikaru was having sex with Tamaki. If so, should he confront Hikaru about it or should he just keep quiet and let it happen. Kaoru lay on the bed for a few hours before he finally got up. By then it was 7 and Kaoru made himself dinner, watched a little TV and then at 10, he went to bed, alone.

Kaoru woke up the next morning alone just like when he went to bed. With a sigh he got out of bed and walked into the kitchen. Kaoru thought to himself as he made himself breakfast.

Should I confront Hikaru when he comes home? If so, what do I say to him. "Hey Hikaru are you fucking Tamaki?" No I can't say that. I mean if anything is going on between those two it's wrong. That should be me! If Hikaru and Tamaki are fucking then it's wrong. Hikaru belongs to me and only me, NO ONE ELSE!

Karou walked into the living room and just dropped on the couch and realized all of the horrible things he was thinking. To him, if Hika is happy so is he but lately it just hasn't been the same. He needed his brother.

"Wait; am I in love with my brother? No, I can't be. Well I'm sure it's possible. But how? Maybe it was, no. Maybe it was after we started the whole twincest thing at the club. It must be it, all of those sweet things he would whisper in my ear and when he would put his face close to mine, I just had to hold back to not just kiss him. I mean I felt that way but I just thought that I was because he was my brother. Everything makes sense. My jealousy, my constant nagging, wanting to know what's going on and blah blah blah."

Karou didn't know if he was over thinking this or what but the more he though about it the more things seemed to make sense. The strange urges when he was around Hikaru, Karou worrying all the time if Hika's going to leave him. It's simple, Karou loved Hikaru, his brother...

It seemed all day Karou just sat thinking and when Hikaru finally walked through that door, his heart skipped a beat. Karou jumped slightly and cowered away from Hikaru, afraid if he tells his brother his true feeling he would reject them and him all together. This thought made Karou want to cry. He was quickly snapped out of his thoughts, and confronted with his brothers face inches away from his.

"Karou, are you listening to me? What are you thinking about in that cute little head of yours?" Hikaru giggled and ran his finger through Karous hair.

"Uhh, It's nothing, forget it..."

"Come on Karou just tell me. I'm your brother; we tell each other every thing."

"Uh, well, um..."

"Come on Karou... you can do it"

"Well I uh, I um…"

"Karou just tell me."

"I want to know if anything is going on between you and Tamaki. You are gone everyday all day and I never know when you are coming home. I get worried and it hurts a lot to wake up and go to bed each day alone. So will you please tell me if you and Tamaki are fucking or something because I'm getting sick of sitting here feeling sorry for myself because you don't show you love me anymore!"

Hikaru just stared at Karou in amazement and even a little hurt.

"Karou, how could you ever say I don't love you? I love you so much that the whole universe could fall apart but as long as I have you, I'll be able to live forever. You are my rock, I would die without you and why would you think that me and Tamaki are having sex!? I have no feelings towards him what so ever, I love you and only you. I..."

Hikaru was suddenly cut off by Karous lips against his. Hikaru just closed his eyes. Hikaru realized that warmth began consuming his body, what is this feeling? Love? Lust? Pleasure? A huge mix of all three? He didn't know but liked the way Karous lips felt against his.

The kiss didn't last long because Karou pulled away, looked at Hikaru with tears in his eyes and started to get up to leave. What was he thinking, this was wrong. Hikaru was his brother, how dare he feel this way.

Karou didn't manage to get far before Hikaru grabbed him by the wrist and pulled him back down to the couch before locking lips with him again. It seemed Hikaru wasn't rejecting him, he didn't know Kaoru's true feelings but he wasn't rejected.

Kaoru pulled away and looked at Hikaru's blushing face.

"What's that look for?"

"Well, Karou, I love you. Not as a brother, I love you romantically. And I get it if you can't return these feelings or if you never want to see me again I..." Hikaru was once again cut of by Karous lips.

"Do you really mean that?"

"Yes, Yes I do..."

"That is great! Hikaru, I love you too, romantically."

"Oh thank god. I have been feeling really strange toward you lately and once I realized what was happening I was afraid to be near you in case I...did something I might regret. So I started hanging out with Tamaki to keep my mind off you. Also, there is nothing between me and him. He's dating Kyoya remember."

"Oh yeah, that's right, haha. Well I'm sorry but I didn't know what else to do. I felt like no one wanted me and that I meant nothing to anyone."

"Karou, I want to make you feel wanted. What do you want? I'll do anything to show how much I love you. Anything!"

Karou leaned in and kissed his brother lightly on the lips and just whispered, "Nothing. I don't want anything."

"No, Karou I need to do something. I feel awful that I ever made you feel that way. Tell me. I left because I was scared I might do something to scare you away and I'm sorry. What do you want me to do?"

"What do you mean something that might scare me away?"

Hikaru's face flushed red and he hid his face as all those thoughts came rushing back. Should he show Karou what he means or tell him. No, he couldn't tell him. That might be what scares him.

"Like this..."

Hikaru leaned in and kissed Karou who began kissing Hikaru back. Hikaru wrapped his arms around Kaoru's waist, pulling him closer and deepening the kiss. Hikaru did say that what he wanted to do might scare Kaoru away. Is this what he meant, or was it something farther than kissing? Hikaru pulled away and looked into his brothers eyes.

"Want to go to our room?"

Kaoru nodded and Hikaru picked him up holding him bridal style and started walking to their room.

"Hika, what…what are you doing?"

"Don't worry, just let me lead, Okay?" Hikaru placed Kaoru on their bed and climbing on top of his baby brother and removing his own shirt.

"Don't be nervous, you'll love every second of this" Hikaru said stealing Karous lips in another passionate kiss. This time, running his tongue along Karous lower lip asking for entrance. Karou hesitantly opened his mouth and allowed his brother to explore his mouth. Hikaru started kissing down Kaoru's jaw line to his neck. Kaoru tilted his head back, giving his brother access to his neck. Hikaru proceeded to bite and suck on the exposed skin, occasionally moving up and liking the shell of his ear. Kaoru moaned quietly, arching at the other boy's touch.

Hikaru continued at the other boy's neck, sliding his hands under Kaoru's shirt. He toyed with the twins nipples, which earned a cry from Kaoru. Kaoru wrapped his arms around the elder, bringing him in for another searing kiss. Hikaru pushed his tongue in the other's mouth, beginning a battle for dominance, while attempting to remover his brother's shirt. Kaoru didn't put up much of a fight and allowed Hikaru to win. He leaned back to let and Hikaru remove his shirt.

Hikaru threw the t-shirt on to the floor landing somewhere near his own. He slid down and began performing the same acts he had done to Karous neck, to his nipples. Karou arched his back slightly at the sensation and quietly moaned as he felt Hikaru's hands exploring the body much like his. His hands maneuvered down to his waist stopping at his abdomen once his finger tips slid under the waist-band of Karous pants. Karou felt himself get even harder surprised it was even possible. He grasped Hikaru's shoulders and pressed against them signaling to move lower. When Hikaru didn't do as he 'asked' Karou arched his back pressing his arousal against his brothers.

Hikaru groaned at the contact and dragged his fingertips along Karous hipbone causing him to shudder and moan. Hikaru started kissing down Karous chest until he reached where his fingers sat and placed light kisses all around it.

"H-Hikaru…." Kaoru pleaded, making slight whimpering noises, and arching his hips more. "P-please…." Hikaru smirked at the begging as he slowly pulled the waistband of Kaoru's pants and boxers down, revealing Kaoru's average sized cock. He held it, and placed light kisses down the shaft, earning a loud moan from his brother. Kaoru gripped Hikaru's hair hoping to win him over, it worked and he licked up and down the shaft, kissing the tip when he reached the top. After a couple minutes, he plunged the arousal into his mouth. Kaoru gasped and involuntarily thrust his hips forward, surprising the elder's throat. Hikaru gagged a little at the somewhat unwelcome visitor, his eyes welling up with tears from the choking and he moved his hand toward the younger's ass.

"Hi-Hikaru…?" Kaoru moaned and shifted uncomfortably. A little unsure of what he could be doing. Hikaru continued. He removed Kaoru's member from his mouth, sucked on two fingers and wriggled one finger inside Kaoru's tight hole.

"Unhh, Ah, Ha" Kaoru squeaked uncomfortably. Hikaru waited and allowed Kaoru to adjust to the intrusion. Once Kaoru seemed to relax a little, he began moving his finger, earning nothing but gasps from Kaoru. He soon added another finger, scissoring the tight hole, trying to stretch it. Kaoru began digging his nails into the elders back, trying to adjust to the strange feeling. Hikaru took that as encouragement and began searching for his prostate which he soon found.

"Ahhh! Hikaru!" Kaoru screamed as he arched his back sharply as ecstasy flooded his body. Hikaru returned to the neglected member in front of him and took it back in his mouth. "Ng, ah…Hi-Hika" Karou moaned as Hikaru worked not only his member, but continued brushing his fingers over that 'special spot'. Kaoru cried and moaned loudly not able to hold in his release. Hikaru soon felt the hot seed spill into his mouth, he grunted, swallowing it. Hikaru let go of Karous member and removed his fingers. He just stared up at Karou as if to remind him of something.

"Did you really think I would forget about you?" Kaoru giggled before bringing Hikaru up from between his legs and kissing the hot mouth he just came into. Kaoru shoved him backwards so he was now on top. He removed him of his pants and revealed the neglected member that was at least and inch larger then his own. Kaoru just began mimicking Hikaru's movements. Running his fingers up Hikaru's length. His fingers were soon followed by his tongue.

"Kaoru…Mmmhh" Hikaru hissed, arching slightly. Kaoru giggled before taking all of his older brother in his mouth at once; pressing his tongue against his member as he sucked. Hikaru thrust into the youngers mouth, unable to control himself. Kaoru, after getting over the choking aspect of what happened, pressed down on his brother's hips to prevent him from choking him again and continued his actions.

"Please…." Hikaru gasped. "Let me be your first..." Kaoru was a bit taken aback by this request, but all the same, he removed Hikaru's member from his mouth, before crawling up to give his twin a kiss.

"Anything for you." He said, as cute as possible. Karou was still a little unsure about this but he trusted Hikaru to know what he was doing. Hikaru blushed. Sitting up over the other redhead, facing him. Kaoru's legs were wrapped around his torso, and he positions his wet, throbbing cock outside of his brother's hole.

"You're sure about this?" Hikaru asked, watching Kaoru blush before nodding. Hikaru slowly pushed inside feeling Kaoru's heat wrap around him, followed by nails in his back, awaiting some sort of signal to move. Kaoru tensed, and then willed himself to relax, before nodding up to the elder. Hikaru, taking this signal as if he weren't screwing a virgin, pulled out until only the head was in, and then quickly plunged back in. He then moved almost to a beat, not slowly, but fast and hard enough that you could hear it. He heard Kaoru gasp as his body filled with a small amount of pain, but much more pleasure. Hikaru grabbed Kaoru's member, and then pumped him for the sweet liquid he held. Kaoru moaned and gripped his brother's shoulders.

"Hi-Hikaru!" Kaoru screamed as Hikaru hit his prostate dead on. He began moving faster and faster hitting his sweet spot each time.

"A… Little… Bit… Longer." He gasped out; dropping his head in the crook of the younger's neck. Not much long after, Hikaru felt the hole tighten, and Kaoru wrapped his arms around his brother's neck tightly, spurting his liquid upon both of their chests. The sudden tightness around Hikaru caused him to fall off the edge, he thrust a few more times into his brother, then screamed, shooting his seed directly into the other teen, then collapsing beside him, smearing the other's seed on each other.

Hikaru pulled what was left inside out of Kaoru as they laid gasping for air. Kaoru rolled over and snuggled up to his brother.

"I love you Hikaru…"

"I love you too"

"So that's what you meant by scare me away?" Kaoru asked Hikaru giggling little

"Well, I have had some fucked up fantasies." Hikaru mentioned regretting he let that slip.

"Oh really? Like what?" Karou asked with a grin on his face.

"You can't handle that kind of stuff yet"

"Oh you think so?"

"I know so" Hikaru replied before kissing Kaoru in hopes to shut him up so they could sleep.