Hello again. I have been feeling in the Christmas mood lately so this is what I did. Enjoy.
Deeks and Kensi had broken up 1 year ago today. Today was Christmas Eve, which is one of the happiest times of the year. Today however for Deeks was one of the saddest days of the year this year. He didn't have his Kensi because he lost her in this fight that they had last year. The fight had to do with a big part of their relationship because it was about their future as a couple. Being a very stupid man Deeks said he didn't know why they had to talk about their future and instead just enjoy what they had. They way he said it though made it sound like that this was a relationship based on sex. But the more he thought about it the more he knew how wrong he was about thinking that and telling her that in those words. His future with Kensi, up until that point, was looking like getting married and have kids in the near future. But he messed up when he told her they should worry about right now instead of the future. A week after their fight Kensi had asked to be transferred to the NCIS in DC. Hetty made those plans with ease. And a few days later, she was on a plane without saying goodbye or anything to him. And for the next several months he would try and contact her leaving hundreds of voicemails, missed calls, and emails. He was never successful at hearing her voice again and she wouldn't respond to his emails. He wanted her back at any cost. He didn't care what he had to do, as long as Kensi became his again he would be very happy.
Kensi was living in DC now and was on a new team at the NCIS in DC. She was assigned to Agent Gibbs team because, like Ziva, she was a great agent to have on a team. They welcomed her with open arms, and she fit right in with them but it just didn't feel like home to her. She enjoyed working with this team but it was nothing like her old team including Deeks. Just like him, she thought about the way things ended. She never gave him a chance to explain his case. And she left them when maybe things could have worked out between them. Every time she would get a call or email from Deeks, she couldn't answer. When she was at home she would cry as she listen to him talk. She heard his sad voice that was pleading with her to come back. Somedays when he called he would talk about how things were at the office. Around February, things got worse for Deeks. Kensi had found out through Nell that he was drinking every night and in massive quantities. He was not dealing with this very well clearly. Then in early March, he had gotten shot and almost didn't make it. After he was shot he stopped calling and sending her emails. This made Kensi feel awful. She kept telling herself that he has probably moved on and doesn't want to ever talk to her ever again. But back in LA, Deeks never started dating again after Kensi left. And now that Thanksgiving is over she wishes more and more everyday that she could go back and fix things with him so they could live happily together for the rest of their lives.
After a very lonely Thanksgiving Deeks decided that enough was enough. He wanted his sugar bear back now. It was Christmas Eve, and Deeks was standing at the LAX airport trying to catch a red eye to DC. He decided he couldn't keep calling her and waiting, he needed to talk to her in person.
7 hours and 4 coffees later Deeks landed in DC and was headed to Kensi's townhouse. It took 25 minutes to get there and when he got there there was one other car in her driveway other than her own. Deeks thought that, that could be her boyfriend or someone along those lines, but he wanted answers no matter who was there with her. Inside with Kensi was Tony and his very pregnant wife, Ziva, enjoying coffee and hot chocolate after enjoying a very delicious Christmas Eve dinner. Deeks walked up her stairs to her front door an knocked three times in a row. Kensi turned around and looked at the door in question because she was not expecting anyone at this time of night. She got up and slowly walked over to the door, unlocked it, and opened the door to reveal a very snow covered Deeks standing there. She thought she was dreaming when she saw him. A brief smile crossed her face before he started to talk.
"Hey Kens. How have you been?" When he asked her that her heart broke because she had heard what he had gone through for a year.
"Awful. How have you been?"
"Alright I guess you could say?"
"Come on in, it's freezing out here."
"Ah, no thanks, I'll just leave you and your boyfriend or whatever alone. Have a good night. Merry Christmas!" He turned around to head back to his car to go get another flight home because this was breaking his heart.
"Wait!" He heard Kensi running to catch up behind him. "I don't have a boyfriend in there. It's just Tony and Ziva who are married now. I wanted to spend Christmas with someone."
"Oh well I still think I should go."
"Wait Deeks! I never got to tell you something. When I ran out on you last year, I had no facts supporting my case to leave you. I messed up and I think that I skipped to conclusions way too quickly. I never let you explain yourself."
"Kensi, you don't have to do this. I can leave..."
"I don't want you to Deeks. I'm still madly in love with you and I want you back. I over reacted. I just want to be with you again."
"Why didn't you answer my emails or my calls? All I wanted was to hear your voice again. I wouldn't have even cared if you were screaming at me, I just wanted to hear your voice again."
Tony and Ziva were standing in the doorway watching what was happening. "You own me 20 bucks Tony." "Why?" "Because you lost the bet. I told you he would come back and get her." "You are so smart Ziva, I love you." "Love you too."
Kensi finally answered, "At first I was a big ball of fire. Then after a day I realized I couldn't be mad at you anymore. I felt guilty for what had happened. I heard you were drinking and got shot and I knew then that I was so guilty for what was happening to you. And then I never heard from you until right now. I want us to be together again because I couldn't live without you. I just can't." She was crying after she told him that. He knew that when she told him that she defiantly wanted him back, and he wanted her back so badly. So he took a step closer to her and brought his hand up to her face and with his thumb wiped away her tears.
"I never stopped loving you. I never dated anyone else because I want you. I love you Kensi Blye. This time nothing will mess up what is between us." Then he leaned in further and kissed her with a whole years worth of passion. She responded with the same amount of passion. When they broke apart. She knew this was the beginning of the rest of their lives together.
3 months later Deeks proposed to Kensi. She said yes. Everyone they knew came to their wedding. Kensi got her position back on her team in LA which was great news. 1 year later Kensi found out that she is pregnant.
TBC...
