Lucy was in her room thinking about the decision she was going to make "Was it the right one? Or just a big mistake?" she couldn't help but cry her eyes out. Ever sense lissana came back everyone been ignoring her not like she hold them againt them but it hurt that your family doesn't even notice you and it hurt more that natsu would ignore her. You see a couple months ago a certain fire breather confess to our favorite celestial mage that he loved her but ever sense lissana came back he hadn't even looked at her once or asked her to go on missions instead he had gone out with lissana on missions forgetting all about her.

"that BAKA" its all that came out of lucy breaking voice she was done she wanted nothing with the stupid fire mage no more coming at nigh true her window to sleep with her and then leave she was done with her family ignoring her today was the day she decided to leave fairy tail for good.

She got up and walked out the door. She didn't even want to face them all it was enough not to start crying in the middle of the street what would happen when she had to walk in and be ignored how is she not going to cry when she is leaving and no one notices.

"be strong lucy" its all she said to her self she needed the time away and plus she couldn't be there with the secret she was hiding it was best to just leave and not get hurt.

As she continue walking and mumbling to herself she came to see the big fairy tail sign and though to herself "well this is it" she was planning to talk to talk to natsu and break it off and that was the hardest for her right now but she knew it was for the best for her and everyone else.

As soon as she walked in no one even stared at her or even said hi she saw how everyone was just drinking and talking she felt so out of place in there. She could see mira serving drinks and levy talking to Gajeel and the master drinking in his usual place she decided to just get it over with and walk up to the master.

"Master" lucy said almost crying

"yes what is it my child is everything ok?" the master asked after looking at lucy who was almost about to cry

"c-c-can w-w-we t-t-talk" lucy said tears falling down her eyes

"yes lets go ups stairs" the master said getting off the counter he was sitting on and walking up the stairs

*makarovs office*

"so what is it my child" said Makarov with a serious face

Lucy took a deep breath "I'm leaving fairy tail so please remove my fairy tail sign" lucy was almost about to cry but she held it.

The master looked at her in shocked he couldn't believe this one of his children was leaving and he couldn't do or say anything to stop her he could only ask "why do you want to leave lucy"

Lucy though about it for a moment she could tell master but then he would punish the others for ignoring her and even though they would deserve it she didn't want her friends to hate her. She looked at the floor clenching her hands "n-n-no reason I just want to explore more of the world"

Makarov looked at her he though that couldn't be really the reason but he wasn't going to push and answer out of her "okay my child I understand you can always come back to fairy tail when you are done we will be waiting for you"

Lucy cried at hearing Makarov response there is no way nastu or the others would be waiting for her but to know that the master will made her very happy at least not everyone forgot about her "thanks master" lucy said in between sobs.

After removing her insignia lucy looked at how plane her hand looked she couldn't help but feel empty as she was about to leave she hugged master and walked to the door then she remembered a pinked hair boy she needed to break up with she looked at master "is natsu here I didn't see him when I walked in the guilt I want to say goodbye" she said with a sad smile

"no he is out on a mission with lissana and the others" said Makarov

"oh ok well when you see them tell them I said goodbye" lucy walked out tears falling down her face she couldn't hold it anymore and like that she ran out the guilt with out no one noticing

*at lucy apartment*

Lucy was about done getting all her close she was leaving as soon as possible out of this place no more fairy tail she will start over and be happy maybe even buy a house.

As she was about to leave she saw a man sitting on her bed "what do you want loke" she said holding some clothes

"are you sure about this lucy" said loke with a a serious face

"yes I want to start over and forget about" she stopped for a moment took a deep breath "natsu I want to forget about everything" tears forming on her eyes

"is that even possible?" loke staring at her belly

Lucy put both hand on her stomach "yes and that's why I wanted to leave"

Loke stared at her for a moment and said "well my princess I'll follow you where ever your stubborn self wants to go" he gave her a big smile then when back to the celestial world

She smiled at loke comment then continue picking up clothes. After she was done she looked at her apartment one last time "I'm never coming back huh" she said with a sad face she put one hand in her belly "I promise I'll never let you suffer" she smiled as she robbed her stomach. She closed the door and left

so I hope you like my fanfic its my second story so far so please be a little understanding thanks for reading