Art by: Elfqueen55
It is dark, and all I hear is my heart beat pounding in my ears.
I am left alone here, for what seems like an eternity.
I can no longer discern night from day.
I am weak, but hold on nonetheless.
I have people counting on me. I want to see my crew again, and my ship.
There is also you Spock. Who else would I miss most?
I can only imagine what you are thinking. Wondering about my safety, is he dead or alive?
I can also hear McCoy yelling at you, to find me.
I know that you will do your best, that is all I can wish for.
And if by some miracle, you do find me. I've finally decided to tell you something.
I can't let this happen again. It needs to be said. Who knows if I'll get that second chance again.
Damn, why is this so hard to tell you?
I'd rather be facing the Klingons or Romulans than telling you this.
I love you dammit. I have, for the longest time.
There, I finally said it. And damn it felt good.
But, it's easy to say the words when you are not here looking at me.
Even if you aren't. I can still see that raised brow in my direction.
So what if loving you is illogical.
I can't help it.
So, you have no choice but to accept it, my Vulcan friend.
I love you so much, Spock.
More than words can say.
Find me, please.
Before it is too late.