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Her heart hurt so much

The pain was everywhere

All consuming and never ending

Encompassing her

Was she dead? She didn't know

It felt like it

She was aware of her body, but her mind was blank

The pain was everywhere

Every day was harder than the next

She wore black

She heard the crows sing as she walked out of the funeral

How suiting

They came one by one

She had tearstained skin and smoky eyes

And scars that would never really fade

She heard them, but she didn't really

They moved around her, but she didn't really see them

They asked if she wanted to keep working with sympathetic eyes

She felt so empty

Her heart said lay here forever

Her head said go

She nodded and let the tears fall on the floor

A necklace was made encrypted Finn

She wanted him with her always

She cried faded tears in front of millions

She wore pink because it was his favorite

She preferred black

Night was the hardest

The nightmares were never ending

She would scream for him, but it was in vain

He never answered

But she could feel him

The tears would come before she could stop them

She went out now

The cameras flashed enveloping her in white

Everyone said how beautiful she looked

If only they knew

She tried to sing

Her voice came out in a whisper

Harsh and lyrical

But still beautiful

She would sing to him

Its all coming back to me know

Get it right

I way run into the midnight sun wheels go round and round you're on my mind

What would you say to taking chances

I'm torn

To make you feel my love

She would ask if he remembered

She thought he did

The wind started to sound like his voice

Singing to her

She smiled a little

It still hurt so much

He was it for her

Her great love

And now he was gone

She breathed in deeply

And she was here

fin.

A/N

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