Hey it's me selena people call me sel or selly or sellybear only my boyfriend calls me that his name is Justin or we call him jajay and Justin gona pick me up for are first day of school but we have been dating since two years but Ive kept a secret that i haven't told anyone not even Justin and the secret is that I'm a lesbian wen I hang around with jess and liZ and we have a sleep over together I feel like I love them but do have biggest crush on jess like I love I want to ask her out but I don't know if she feels the same way as i do and liz is coming over and my mom yells "sel liz is down stairs"and I shout back" send liz up"and my mom shouts back"okay"and I finish puting my makeup on and liz says"hey finishing your makeup of"and i say"year I am sit on my bed I will be done with my makeup"and liz say"k"and I walk out on the bathroom with my head down because I'm a lesbian and liz say"what wrong and why are walking with your head down"shit what am i gona do now crap someone help me what should I say crap crap crap and I say"er"and I started to sweating what am I gona do now breath sel breath and liz say"sel just tell me now I won't tell anyone right" and I say"year ok I'm a lesbian"I said lesbian slowly and she say"you what did you just say" I say don't make me say it agian"and she say" okay you're a lesbian I won't tell anyone i swear"and I say"year I am a lesbian" and she say"who do you have a crush on anyone"and I say"year I do" and she say" who"and I say" jess"and she say"know way"and I say" yes way"