The Pain Behind Kaorus Tears
"Its hurts more today" Kaoru said clutching his stomach as the pain in his heart grew worse with every heart beat but then again today is there 1 month anniversary. "Hes away happily with the person he truly loves while I sit here in pain over the loss of him" he thought to himself as the tears trailed down his cheeks.
"Its my own fault though, I was a coward and didn't tell him how I felt when I had the chance" Kaoru said bitterly.
He knew deep down he would never hate either of them he only had himself to blame. He couldn't hate them when neither of them had done anything wrong. All they did was fall in love and express their true feelings to eachother. He was the coward who never said anything and just stayed silent when inside he was breaking.
He rose off the bed and went into the bathroom "No ones hime so this is the only chance I have" he said as he grabbed the blade from the washbag and held it over his wrist. (A/n: :'( Kaoru Noooo! I'm sowwy!)
Kaoru breathed deeply and sliced the blade across his wrist and let some blood traill off his arm and down the drain. He felt part of the pain from his heart fade that tiny bit as he sliced his wrist again and again the pain grew less. He knew if anyone caught him doing this they would be shocked because Kaorus fake happy charade looked so real to everyone else you would never think that he was depressed or sad at all.
As he cleaned the blade and sink hiding the evidence of his crime, he thought "Why? Why did it ever have to come to doing this?" Though he couldn't answer that question.
He pulled on a long sleeved T-shirt and lay on his bed and closed his eyes letting sleep take him away from the world for a short time till dinner. Where he would have to put on a fake smile and listen to his brother or in his mind his true love talk about his girlfriend and how much he loved her. Its heartbreaking but he knew he just had to stay stong.
((A/n: I know its short but its just a start hope you like it! I'm still a bit new to this so be gentle with critism and tell me if I should put up more chapters and get Hikaru in! :D R and R Pleasee and I'll give you cake!))