My Return

Wow, this is definitely a little strange, but I am just all over this nostalgic feeling I have been having lately!

Let's get right to the point: why am I here after FOUR years? (Trust me. It feels a lot longer than that).

In order to explain myself, I want to talk a little bit about what I've been up to during my absence.

First off, I want to apologize for not keeping my promise about continuing my stories over on Wattpad. My personal life definitely took a hit at an unexpected time and I went into a downward spiral, hitting depression hard with self-harm and suicidal thoughts. I am okay now, taking medication to control myself and it works. I feel better and I feel good at the place I'm currently in in my life.

Not surprisingly, books and writing never left my life. I started a bookstagram account. If you aren't clear or aware on what that is, it is a community on social media (mainly Instagram and Twitter). We talk about books, photograph books and just build friendships. Honestly, after Fanfiction ended for me, this community became my comfort zone and the one place I felt like I belonged. I normally read young adult books, but I do dabble in the new adult genre. Although, I'm not too keen on the whole erotica sense. (I find this very hilarious and ironic considering the SMUT of Troyella that EVERYBODY would read on here)!

Anyway, my love for books re-awakened by intense love for writing. I dabbled in some dystopian and even some contemporary. My writing has definitely improved. In fact, this past weekend, I read some of my old work and literally cringed at my writing! I apologize AGAIN for mixing up certain things, forgetting things happened or just making it NOT MAKE SENSE! Momma has learned her lesson, trust me. THANK YOU TO THE AUTHORS I READ!

I've also learned a few things about myself and I feel like I have grown as a person. There was always something missing in my life, but I feel totally at ease now.

So, here we go. After indulging in so much Troyella madness, reliving the old days and swooning at the Fanfiction, I feel like this is a sign. There's nothing wrong with Fanfiction, as I have continuously defended over the years (Anna Todd, anyone)? It will always be the number one reason for starting my passion for writing and I am so grateful for my Fanfiction family and those who helped me grow.

I am returning. Though, not to the actual Fanfiction site itself. I'm not sure if this website would be the total right fit for me anymore, especially when it appears that a lot of the authors I used to read aren't even active anymore. I think people have transitioned to Wattpad, especially since the app itself is compatible on phones.

Yes, I am returning to the Troyella universe and returning with mushy Fanfiction, dramatic moments and heartbreak all around! (Though, I still love my happy endings).

This actually makes me excited! Being 24, I never imagined returning to my roots, but I think I am meant to. At least for a little while. I feel empowered when I write my stories and I miss that feeling. Trust me, it is so hard to branch out and write something that is NOT Fanfiction. I'm currently working on a project I'd like to send to publishers this year, but I think I am hitting a small rut with it. I do think that returning to my roots will help me get my inspiration back in full force.

I will be posting on Wattpad under the username "misswildcat14". (Cheeky, huh)?

There isn't anything present there right now, but I already have so many ideas in my head that I want to get down! As a promise to all of you (if you are still "watching"), I'll keep this "story" updated for a bit; when I will post a new story, when a new chapter will be posted. I know transition isn't easy, so I want to make it as easy as I can for those who are still interested in what I have to bring to the table after so many years.

If you have any questions, feel free to PM on Fanfiction. I'm always active on my phone and my laptop, so I'll respond almost instantly. I make no promises if I'm asleep, though. I'm not that skilled.

Long live Troyella.

xoxo