3 years earlier.

"Please don't go" Alex hugged my legs tightly his little arms barely wrapping around them.

I tried shrugging him off "Let go I won't be long" I unwrapped his arms and knelt down so I could face him "I promise" I kissed his forehead gently and soaked in his smell. He smelt like honey and caramel.

"But I'm scared" His lips quivered as he tried not to cry, I lifted a hand and stroked his long shaggy hair out of his eyes.

"Don't ever be scared I will always protect you" I gently promised with a soft smile.

"How long will you be?"

"I will be back soon" I ruffled his hair and he frowned at me "What?" I said slightly irritated, he didn't understand he was only a kid.

"That's what Mom and Dad said before they left" I felt a twinge of sadness in the pit of my stomach at the mention of my parents but I sucked it down.

I sighed "Just stay indoors and do not answer the door to anyone" I gave him a stern look and he sucked in a breath nodding. I took one last glance in his direction taking in his whole appearance just in case anything happened to me. He was wearing his oversized batman t-shirt that had stains seeped into the fabric, god knows how many times I'd tried to get rid of them. His chocolate brown eyes stared up at me in fear and I had to tear my gaze away. Leaving him was so hard.

I grabbed the keys from the counter and stormed out of the motel room, locking the door securely. I held my jacket tightly against me tonight was a cold night before jumping into my battered Beatle. I turned on the ignition and the car roared with life. On the road again started to play.

I wiped the dried blood on my forehead with the back of my hand; I didn't want to scare Alex when I came home. He always asked questions, questions I couldn't answer. I slung my bloody jacket into the boot of my car before slamming it shut and walking across the deserted car park.

I walked up the motel steps but paused, noticing the door to our room slightly open. I tilted my head to the side, that's funny?

I slowly moved closer and peered around the door "Alex?" I tried to keep my voice steady but it was hard with my heart pounding hard in my chest. There was no sign of him.

As soon as I entered the room the thick and rotten smell of sulphur crawled up my nostrils and I exhaled sharply. Panic rose in my chest.

"Alex?" I shouted alerted and scared, I scanned my surroundings stopping dead on the patch of dried blood soaked into the carpet "No" I barely choked out. Only then did I notice the trail, so I sucked in a deep breath and followed it my hands trembling at my sides. I turned the corner and gasped out loud throwing a hand to my mouth, my blood went cold.

Sprawled out on the ground in an unnatural position was Alex. His beautiful oh so beautiful brown eyes stared up at me wide and I fell to my knees, digging my nails into my cheek to stop the scream that was about to erupt. I shook rapidly and the tears streamed down my face.

"No no no no" I sobbed hysterically grabbing his body and shaking it "Wake up Alex wake up" he flew around like a rag doll. I let out a shrill cry clutching him tightly to my chest whilst stroking his hair.

I leant my chin on his head "You can't be dead" I bit my lip hard and I tasted the saltiness of my own blood. I squeezed my eyes shut and hoped this was a dream, he was so cold in my arms.

"I'm so sorry Alex I'm so sorry" I repeated over and over again rubbing his wax like face with my thumb. I wanted him to wake up and tell me he was fine. I wanted him to ask me to play with him or tell me to go get him cheese fries; I wanted him to say something. I couldn't handle the silence. I sobbed uncontrollably the pain in my chest aching. I kissed the top of his head smelling the honey and caramel, which made me, cry even more. "I should have never left you" my voice trembled and I held him tighter, afraid that if I let go he'd crumble into pieces. I rocked his body back and forth singing the tune our mother used to sing to me whenever I was sad "Somewhere over the rainbow way up high" I paused for a moment my voice breaking, I took a deep breath "There's a land that I heard of once in a lullaby, someday I'll wish upon a star and wake up where the cloud afar will find me" I felt as if I was choking and ragged breaths escaped me.

He was all I had left. Now I have nothing.

SO WHAT DO YOU GUYS THINK AY? THIS IS THE START OF MY SUPERNATURAL OC CHARACTER FAN FICTION. I ACTUALLY CRIED WRITING THIS, IT'S SO EMOTIONAL.

CAN YOU REVIEW WITH YOUR THOUGHTS AND FEELINGS PLEASE?