Okay, the story started out weird because I was planning on writing something else, but then it turned out like this. I think it's going to be good, though, actually. I'm excited, but I'm not so sure how long I'll stick with it.... I usually only do oneshots because I'll get bored with stuff like this after a few days. -unless I'm reading it of course. But I think this site deserves way more SebastianxGrell fanfics... SO that's why I'M here for! ^ ^ ---Grells POV, by the way.
I was clutching the shard of broken glass in my bloodied hand. My tears stained the Phantomhive's mansion carpet. "Grell,." A familiar voice said my name. it was a wonderful voice. OH! How much I loved to hear him speak. I looked up at the breathtaking demon. He was looking down at me with hardly any expression, as usual. I looked back down, ashamed with myself. I quickly started wiping my tears away. But before I knew it, that handsome, dark demon knelt down in front of me, and took the shard of glass away. "Grell," he repeated, sighing. "You really should be more careful." He sounded a little annoyed, but there was something else there. It was hidden.
"I'm….Sorry." I said. I was hardly able to speak with him so close! I breathed shallowly and kept quiet. I wanted to hear him say my name again. He started rapping my cut up hands in bandages. I watched him carefully. I was actually surprised….no….Shocked, that he, Sebastian, The man I completely adored and loved, was actually treating my wounds. Usually he would just leave me to do it myself, and he wouldn't give a care in the world. But today he was actually helping me! I smiled in my excitement.
"Are you warming up to me, Sebas-Chan?" I was smiling at him now, but he
just glared at me and finished wrapping up my hands. "No." He said coldly. "I am simply just obeying the orders of my master, 'Get rid of the burden.'" My smile faded, and I looked down sadly. Some master he was. That idiot! I felt bad for Sebby, he never got a break! He was always caring for 'Bocchan'. Bocchan this! Bocchan that! Blah, blah, blah…
I sighed quietly. "I see…." I said, keeping my head down. "I guess I'll leave you alone then." I looked up at him, and it was obvious Sebastian was shocked. But he hid it quickly. I had been stalking him ever since we met. Even before he got to meet the real me, before he found out I was one of the 'Jack The Ripper' murderers. Each time he caught me in the act of spying on him, or when I came to just have a friendly visit, he would kick me out, but, of course, I would refuse and continue to try to talk to him or whatever.
"Please Do." He said. He stood up and began walking back to Ciels room. PSSH! What a way to treat a lady. Although this particular treatment bothered me, especially since afterwards he walks towards Ciels room, I stood up and I left.
I let his next few weeks pass peacefully. I wouldn't drop by, or cause him any more annoyance, although, I did spy on him. I couldn't help it! Every day I had the urge to go see him, but if I made a confrontation then he would just pull me by my hair and throw me outside of the mansion grounds. Each time he does it I get furious! I mean…You don't just grab a lady by their hair!
I spend countless hours trying to tame that wild red mess, and he just has to drag me by my hair. Just like…like WILLIAM!
My boss, William T. Spears, was such a handsome boss, if I may say so myself. But he was cruel. Why William? I wondered, almost every second that he deciding to spare me. When he spared me, it was a time I would rather die, because what he did was a indescribable pain….that William.
But I didn't care. I'm a proud woman, a strong woman. And I will stand strong! If I got yanked by my crimson strands, especially if Sebastian did it, then I wouldn't care. I can stand tall and stay strong!
It was about four weeks until I decided to make my appearance to Sebastian again. He was serving his master, Ciel, his afternoon tea. It was peaceful for Sebastian, until I appeared.
"Good Afternoon, Sebastian!" I walked into the sitting room Ciel was in. Sebastian was standing right next to him, pouring his tea. I could see him tense when he heard my voice. "Ah, Hello there, Grell." The brat spoke. I hated that kid. Although the way he spoke to me was much nicer than Sebas-Chan ever would, and he wasn't the one who dragged me out by my hair, but he was still the one that got all the attention from that handsomely dark butler.
"Hello…Ciel." I said, giving a quick jealous glare at him. I don't think he saw, but if he did, then he didn't say or do anything back.
"Grell please leave." Sebastian ordered. I gasped. He supposed to be such a gentleman! But when I come around he just orders me to leave first thing! I never get any hellos or anything, not even a goodbye.
I sighed. "But Sebby!!!!" I came towards him, and I hug him from the side. I snuggled my face into his shoulder a little bit and I smelled him. He put on light cologne…a very nice, warm, misty scent. I breathed him in, and he roughly pushed me off. I looked up at him from the floor, sad and hurt by his actions. I sighed again. "Sebastian…" I spoke quietly, looking down now.
"What?!" He snapped at me. That wasn't the first time I've seen it, but when Sebastian actually shows his anger and annoyance it was actually quite rare. He was so…robotic all the time.
I shook my head. Ciel looked at me, and I looked back at him. I saw something strange in his eye, the one that wasn't covered by that eye patch of his, it was something mischievous, and maybe a little bit of sorry towards me.
"Sebastian," Ciel spoke. "There is something I would like you to do."
"What is it, young master?" Sebastian said as he made eye contact with him.
Not me though, he would never make eye contact with pitiful old me…
"That promise I made with Grell, it's about time it started." Ciel said as he smiled mischievously to himself. He was proud of what he was doing. He tapped his finger against his tea cup.
"W-What? Young master, you can't be serious?" Sebastian said, staring at Ciel. He looked down at me still on the floor, but immediantly looked back to his master. I smiled.
"No. I am." Ciel smiled at Sebby.
I got up. Unsure of what to say or do in my excitement, I went to the windowsill and sat there. "Oh ya! ~" I said, giving my signature wink and smile. "I'll be here early tomorrow, Sebas-Chan. So be ready!" I flipped backwards, falling out of the window and landing gracefully on my feet.
Tomorrow was going to be such an exciting day.
I hope this chapter turned out okay.... Please leave reviews. Just one review makes me super excited!!!
