Somebody Avada me. Really, go ahead and do it. I really wouldn't mind at all. Not after what just happened. How could this just happen? It's insane. Completely implausible. Utterly impossible. There is just no way this could have happened.
And to think I let it happen. I mean, how could I? This is insane. Miserably horrific. I hate myself for it. I don't understand how I could have let it happen. I don't understand how anyone could have let it happen.
It scaring me. Really, it is. I'm scared at all the possible consequences. What if… No! No, I must not think of "What ifs". No way, I will not succumb to this, this melancholic event's dirty evilness. I shall stand strong and confident. I will not be bribed into this craziness. This foolhardiness.
It is utter rubbish. I just can't believe anyone let it happen. Where were they? Why didn't they stop it? Where was I? Why did I not prohibit this provocative horseplay? This disgusting happening? What is wrong with me?
I am a coward. I was not able to stop myself from resisting. I am weak.
I, Hermione Granger, let the library contain… picture books.
