Have you ever wondered if angels exist?

Have you feel the loneliness and harshness of the world

Have you feel that crying is the only way to go

I feel like that

When I cry my sins at night

When I know that I'm just a lonely piece in this world

That I'm just nobody

Someone to take place in the world

A world so cruel and mad

Why do I keep having a little piece of hope?

When I know that is just fools hope

Why do I keep looking in the light?

When I know I have no part in it

Why God I feel like you abandon me in this life

Why do I keep crying?

Why? Please tell me…

Please tell me how to leave this agony

This faith that keeps crushing my heart

Why do I walk side by side in the darkness of this life?

When the only thing I want is to laugh

To smile at the heavens

To feel the joys of life

To feel the warm of being complete

Oh God! I'm lonely

Please make my wish come true

You know of all my pains

So please help me

Help me….God

For you know that I want to be in your world

You know that I hate my sins

You know that I wish to leave it all

Please I'm begging

Let me be in your light

Let me feel joy

Let me smile for the first time

I wish to stop my tears

I wish to fill the loneliness of my soul

To see those angels that people see

To feel that warm of heaven

To feel the greatest gift of life

Let me cross the line between light and darkness

For my wish is to feel whole

To leave this darkness

To see angels instead of devils

To be care at

To be happy

To be with some one to love

Instead of only seeing it

Let me feel the warm rain instead of the harsh winds

Let my hope be true

And not another disappointment

Let my crush wings heal

And let me fly in peace

Instead of agony

I only wish for hope

Even a glimmer of it will do

For the only thing I want to know is that I'm not alone

Let me have hope…

Please…