For a Lady Chapter 1: I'm sorry, a night world series fanfic

Hello people.

This story is dedicate it to the most wonderful woman I've met in my life.

"I'm sorry, that's all I have to say for you. I'm really sorry"

Disclaimer: I do not own the Night World characters or the song "I'm sorry"

Ash always wondered how he was going to explain the fact that he had disappeared for 2 years without telling her. He had a lot to make up for but now, even more. Standing outside on top of their hill he could hear the soft music coming from his car.

I know I wasn't there
When you needed me the most
I know I didn't care
And was afraid to get so close
Tonight it's getting hard to fall asleep
'Cause it's becoming clear that I broke all into pieces
And I cannot reverse it
So I've got one more thing to say

He remembered the first time they met. How much of a jerk he was, and how badly he had changed since then. How easily he would fall for any girl in front of him, and how fast he could play with them. They say "Karma is a bitch" and he knew that very well, especially since he met Mary-Lynnette. It was the first time on his life that a girl would reject him, and worst, would kick him. Ash stared at the sky and thought how much he missed all that, how much things had changed, and much he would like to came back a few days back and change everything. He hurt her, and he knew that very well indeed.

I'm sorry for your pain
I'm sorry for your tears
For all the little things I didn't know
I'm sorry for the words I didn't say
But what I still do
I'm still loving you

She told him to take some time out, and he couldn't believe what was happening. He didn't want that, he loved her, and those were the words that hurt him the most, but he didn't want her to see that. Maybe is a guy's thing, he thought, but the lyrics of the song hit him every time deeper.

I know I let you wait
I've been away for far too long
But now I can relate
To everything that I did wrong
Stop breathing when I think I'm losing you
And there'll be no excuse so I'm on my knees
So listen please
Let me hold your hand once again

I'm sorry for your pain
I'm sorry for your tears
For all the little things I didn't know
I'm sorry for the words I didn't say
I'm sorry for the lies
I'm sorry for the fights
For not showing my love a dozen times
I'm sorry for the things that I've called mine
But what I still do
I'm still loving you

I really do, he thought. And I'm sorry for everything, I know I hurt you. He lost himself in thought, but came to the conclusion, that not matter what happened in a future, he would still loving her not matter what.

That's what I will always do

Thanks for reading.

-Alex