2nd place prize fic for Classical E. Centric on the "Reliving the Past" contest. Hope you all like. This is gonna be between 2-3 chapters.
Summary: Derek makes a mistake and seeks to rectify it with his husband.
Disclaimer: Don't own, piss off.
Chapter Warning: language
"Spencer, will you just calm down and listen to me for a second?" Derek said following his husband into the apartment.
Spencer headed into the apartment and went into the bedroom shutting the door. Derek followed right behind him and found the door locked.
"Oh come on Spencer, really? Open the door or I'm gonna knock it down."
"You'll be the one fixing it!" Spencer yelled from inside the room.
"Spencer, baby, can we please talk about this? Like adults?"
Spencer opened the door, "Fuck you Derek. Who was she?" he asked leaning against the doorjamb with his arms crossed.
"Nobody, I told you that."
"Right. You sure seemed to know each other."
Derek sighed, "Spencer."
"Who. The fuck. Was. She?!"
Derek sighed, "Just someone I used to sleep with."
"So you cheated on me?"
"What? No! It was before we even got together, Spencer. Come on man, I'm sorry."
"Sorry for what? Dancing with her? Kissing her? Derek you two were pretty much fucking on the dance floor. And all you have to say to me is you're sorry?" Spencer asked heading into the kitchen and turned on the coffee machine and started to put away dishes.
"Baby, it wasn't my fault, she kissed me."
"Fuck. You!" Spencer yelled tossing a plate at Derek's head. "It is your fault! You didn't do anything to stop her!" Spencer said tossing another plate toward Derek. "You didn't push her away. You never even once mentioned that you were married! So don't fucking tell me it's not your fault!" Spencer screamed tossing dish after dish toward Derek.
"Whoa! Hey! Spencer chill out!"
Spencer gripped the edge of the counter and took a couple deep breaths. It took Derek a few minutes to realize that he was crying. Derek sighed. He walked past all the broken dishes and headed into the kitchen. He wrapped his arms around Spencer's waist.
"Baby, I'm sorry, I know that doesn't mean much but I am. I thought it was all just harmless fun until she kissed me. And I know you probably don't believe me, but I did push her away."
Spencer moved out of Derek's hold, "Yeah, once. I saw you push her away once."
Spencer moved away from the counter and out of the kitchen and headed back into the bedroom shutting the door. Clooney looked at the closed door and then at Derek.
"Don't look at me like that," he said heading toward the bedroom.
Derek opened the door and found Spencer packing his clothes, "Spencer, what are you doing?"
"I'm leaving. I can't do this. I mean obviously our marriage means nothing to you."
"Baby, don't do this. Come on you acted like I cheated on you or something."
"You did! Is it because we haven't had a baby? You want a baby so bad that you'd go to some random chick?"
"No! Spencer, come on please."
Spencer took his back and headed past Derek to the door. Derek grabbed his arm.
"Baby, please, I'm sorry. Look, it's raining don't go out there."
Spencer slapped Derek in the face, "You should've thought of that earlier."
Spencer took his bag and walked out the door.
~{SR/DM}~
Derek sighed and slid to the floor. Clooney walked over to him and nudged him giving him a tiny lick on his cheek. Derek chuckled and gently shoved him away. He stood and walked over to the couch where he picked up the phone.
"Derek?"
"Yeah Jayje, it's me. I'm just calling because Spencer's probably on his way there."
"What the hell Derek? Honestly I don't blame him. We all saw you."
"It was an honest mistake Jayje."
"Yeah right! I thought you loved him!"
"I do love him!"
"Then you better find a way to fix this fast, or you're gonna lose the best thing that has ever happened to you."
"I don't know how."
"Find a way!" JJ yelled before slamming down the phone.
Derek jerked back. He hung up the phone and sighed. He turned on the radio as he went to get the broom and sweep up the broken dishes. Suddenly a song came on that gave him the greatest idea. He smiled as he listened to the song. After cleaning up the mess he sat down and dialed JJ again.
"What Derek, I'm in the middle of trying to comfort your husband."
"Jayje, let me speak to him, please."
"Why should I?"
"Please."
JJ sighed and Derek could hear her whisper something to Spencer. "Derek?"
"Hey babe, listen. I'm gonna make this up to you, I promise."
"Oh yeah, and how's that? Tell me you're sorry?"
Derek shook his head, "No. Just meet me at the nightclub in an hour."
"Are you insane? There's no way in hell I'm going back there with you. Ever."
"Baby please. Just meet me there. It'll all make sense I promise."
Derek heard Spencer sigh, "Fine, but one wrong move and we're officially over, got it?"
"Got it."
Derek hung up the phone and set about putting his plan in action. He went to the flower store and got a bag full of rose petals and scattered them around the room and on the bed sitting the stuffed panda (Spencer's favorite bear)he had bought, in the middle. He then took a shower washing his body completely clean and put on some after shave. He wrapped a towel around his waist and headed into the bedroom and dug into his bag of goodies. He pulled out two items that he never thought of buying, let alone wear for himself and tried to figure out how he would manage it.
Derek looked at the time and nodded before lying on the bed on his stomach. He grabbed the lube from the bedside table and slicked up his fingers before breaching his hole.
"Shit," he groaned.
He stretched himself good and loose before lubing up the butt plug and sliding it in his hole.
"Fuck."
He then stood up once he had the plug in there nice and snug and looked at the other item he bought. A red, lacy thong. He never had gone to the sex shop without Spencer but this occasion called for it. He put on the thong and then got dressed in Spencer's favorite suit of his.
~{SR/DM}~
Once Derek reached the nightclub he spotted Spencer sitting at a table alone. He was glad that JJ hadn't come with him. He walked up to the DJ and whispered something in his ear before handing him a $20.
"Ladies and Gentleman, we have new talent tonight. Please give a warm welcome to Derek Morgan!"
Spencer's head whipped up toward the stage as the rest of the people clapped. Derek stood close to the mike and smiled.
"Thanks. Um, this song is dedicated to my husband Spencer Reid who's sitting right there at that table. I just wanna say I love you so much baby," he said and began to sing
As I watch you move, across the moonlit room
There's so much tenderness in your loving
Tomorrow I must leave, the dawn knows no reprieve
God give me strength when I am leaving…
So raise your hands to heaven and pray
That we'll be back together someday
Tonight, I need your sweet caress
Hold me in the darkness
Tonight, you calm my restlessness
You relieve my sadness
Derek walked toward Spencer as he sang the next part.
As we move to embrace, tears run down your face
I whisper words of love, so softly
I can't believe this pain, it's driving me insane
Without your touch, life will be lonely
So raise your hands to heaven and pray
That we'll be back together someday
Tonight, I need your sweet caress
Hold me in the darkness
Tonight, you calm my restlessness
You relieve my sadness
Morning has come, another day
I must pack my bags and say goodbye…
"Don't leave me baby, please. I love you."
Spencer wiped the tears that rolled down his cheeks and while everyone else clapped and cheered, he grabbed Derek's face and kissed him deeply and breathlessly.
"Mm," Derek said pulling back gently. "Let's go home, I have a surprise for you."
Spencer nodded and Derek took his hand and led him to the car.
TBC...
Song is "Hands to Heaven" by Breathe