I wake up in the hospital connected to all these tubes and wires. But how? I was shot. I shouldn't be alive. I look around but I can barely move because it hurts too much. All I know is something is crushing my hand. I look over and see Tobias slumped in the chair sleeping, squeezing my hand. I squeeze back a little bit. He stirs and opens his eyes and when he sees what cause him to wake up je shoots straight up. "Tris?" he says in a groggy voice. "Hi Tobias." I whisper. He leans over me and touches my cheek, "I thought I lost you forever." funny thing is he probably is right. "how long have I been here?" I ask him. He looks like he doesn't want to tell me but I give him the "you better tell me look." He sighs and walks over to look out the window. I'm getting impatient now, "Tobias, tell me now. How long have I been here?" he doesn't look at me. Instead he puts his head against the glass and mumbles something. "What?" I asked cause I couldn't hear him. "You have been in here for three and a half months Tris." three and a half months? That's impossible. It feels like everything just happened yesterday. Tobias must of sensed my confusion so he turned around and looked me in the eyes. "Tris, you nearly died. By the time we got you hear you were unconscious and not breathing. They took you right away and did emergency surgery and after that you were in a coma. Gary your doctor didn't have any hope for you but did all that he could. I couldn't bear to come to terms with it. After surgery they put you on life support and told me I could pull the plug whenever I was ready." he said with tears in his eyes. I was confused with why he didn't, "then why didn't you pull it?" he pondered the question for awhile before he answered me. "I didn't pull it because your a fighter Tris. I knew you still had a fight in you. After a month I started to lose hope and promised myself the day that I walked in here without crying would be the day I'd pull it. Obviously it never happened because here you are now." my heart ache for him. I didn't know sacrificing myself would put him through all this hurt. "Tobias I'm so sorry." he shook his head, "Tris why? Why would you do something so stupid like that?" he's angry. And before I know it he'll start yelling I don't know what to say, "I wanted to sacrifice myself so Caleb knew that I forgave him and love him. I did it to prove it to him." saying that set him off the edge. Great. "YOU WANTED TO PROVE TO CALEB THAT YOU LOVE HIM BY ALMOST GETTING YOUR SELF KILLED?! HOW CAN YOU BE SO STUPID BEATRICE!" That's it. I am not going to deal with him yelling at me right now. I look him straight in the eyes with the most serious look on my face, "Get the hell out of my room." he's shocked when he hears those words come out of my mouth. "What? Why?" I laugh, "because I am not going to deal with you yelling and lecturing me right now. I just woke up from a coma that I have been in for three and a half months and instead of you showing me love and affection you lecture me. So get the hell out of my room and don't come back until you have calmed down." he doesn't know what to say so he just looks at me with puppy dog eyes and leaves the room. I start bawling my eyes out. All I want is my sweet, caring Four. What have I done wrong? I was trying to be selfless and brave all at the same time. I wanted to show Caleb that I forgave him and love him by sacrificing myself. There is absolutely nothing wrong with that. Four needs to and will get over it. He needs to understand I was being Abnegation and Dauntless all at once. He should be proud of me. I know I shouldn't of threw him out of the room, but when he started to lecture me I couldn't take it. I just woke up. I didn't feel like dealing with him. I go to sit up to try to get out of bed to find Four but the door to my room open. In came this tall, very good looking doctor. He smiled at me before he spoke, "Hi Tris. I'm so glad your awake finally." yeah I can tell he's lying. But I smile back amyways. "Thanks, it's good to be back." he comes over and checks my monitors and take all these tubes off of me. After he's done he hands me some water, "Tris, we have to keep you a few more days to make sure everything is okay then you can go home." finally I can go home soon. "Thanks so much doctor-" he interrupts me, "Doctor Gary." after that he finished looking at my monitors and left. Alone again. Just me and my thoughts. Great.