Sorry little info first. I don't own supernatural ect. ect.

At the start,

Sam: 16

Dean: 20

As soon as he saw the time he bolted out of the party and ran home. Sam knew his dad would kill him if he was late .which wouldn't be hard with all the guns lying around!

It took him 10 minutes to reach the motel. That would make him only 15 minutes late. He wouldn't be that mad would he?

He could see a light on in their room and a shadow pacing back and forth in front of the window.

"Please let it be dean!"

He had just turned the key in the lock when the door was ripped from his hand. He stared in shock as his father grabbed him by the collar and dragged him into the room.

He could just hear the faint sound of dean snoring in the other room, before his father completely exploded!

"WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN? YOU'RE LATE!!" Johns' face had gone beetroot red which would have been funny if he wasn't roaring at him.

"Only by 15 minutes, I'm sorry!"

"SORRY! Any thing could have happened!"

"IT WAS 15 MINUTES!! God what is wrong with you? You are so paranoid!"

"And you are an extremely selfish brat!"

"I'M selfish!?! You only notice I exist when I do something wrong! If dean was late you wouldn't care! Because dean is the perfect soldier, the golden boy! I could die tomorrow and you wouldn't ca-"

He was cut off by a sharp sting on the side of his face. As the shock passed the anger sunk in as he realised that his father had just backhanded him across the face!

"Congratulations you are now THE worst dad in the world!"

No matter how hard he tried Sam couldn't keep the angry tears from rolling down his cheeks.

"You're weak and a disappointment to you're family! We would better off without you!"

"Well if I'm such a disappointment to you maybe I should just leave!"

"Maybe you should. You would be doing me and brother a favour!"

As john stood unmoving in the sitting room. Sam gathered his stuff as quickly and quietly as possible. Not wanting to wake up dean who he knew would try to make him stay. But he had already made up his mind, he was leaving and hopefully he would never see his father again!

He stopped in front of his father on the way out giving him one last painful look. John's murderous glare faltered slightly when he saw the bruise forming on Sam's cheek where he hit him.

After a pause that felt like an eternity but was probably only a few seconds, Sam headed towards the door. John shocked that he was actually leaving couldn't help but stat shouting again.

"IF YOU WALK OUT THAT DOOR DON'T YOU EVER THINK OF COMEING BACK!!"

As soon as he said it he knew he would regret it, maybe for the rest of his life.

"Tell dean I love him."

With that slammed Sam the door. When john was certain Sam wasn't coming back he finally sunk into the couch and buried his head in his hands.

"Mary what have I done?"

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