Maybe...

I enjoyed the

pain

Or maybe I was just

Lonely

But I knew for a fact that I wasn't

insane

I had control

(I could stop when I wanted to!)

But why didn't I?

"Because it felt good"

No

It put everything

To a halt.

No more

Paranoia

Just me and

myself.

But why didn't they notice?

They don't care

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A/N:This will probably be the only Authors note in this whole fanfiction. So I'd like to give thanks to my friend Kat. If she didn't push me to post this I wouldn't have bothered.

Please note that this whole thing will be written in this format. Inspired by books by Ellen Hopkins. Thank you very much. Also note that I have already; 22 chapters. No reviews and you get no updates.

Lalala.

Til next time

-Nivs