Hey Guys! This is part one of my first SERIOUS fanfiction.

I am praying this will get some name in the fandom or some word around... :)

Thank you for reading, let me know what I can do to improve, maybe even give suggestions for future chapters~

Feli sat up in bed and sighed and rubbed his face into his hands before looking across the room. He shook his head a little and looked up, "I always wake up sweaty..." He stumbled out of bed and turned on the light and looked at the clock. "Well shit." He ran to the bathroom and began to get ready, he was late to meet up with his friend at the park. He grabbed his phone and realised he had 6 missed calls from the friend and called him while he was still getting ready and running around.

"Hello? Feli where are you? You said you would be here 15 minutes ago."

"Yeah, ciao sorry... I'll be there soon, I just woke up."

"Okay. Text me when you get here."

"Alright Ludwig, thank you. Bye." Feli hung up and put on a pair of shoes before walking outside and getting onto his bike, he had no car seeing his had broke down the week before and could not afford repairs. He would have to wait, hopefully he would get a car within the next couple months before it started to grow colder.

Feli saw Ludwig sitting on the bench not far away, he smiled widely and biked over. The much taller man smiled, "Hello there Feliciano."

"Ciao there!" He hugged the other and smiled, "I'm sorry I'm late..."

"It's fine Feli." The other stood up and lightly patted the other on the back. "Say, we should go get some ice cream and walk around does that sound good?"

"Ah si, it does... Though I have to get home at 2." Feli looked down at his watch. It was already 12:00pm.

"What time is it now?" Ludwig waited.

"It's noon... We have time." Feli looked back up. Damn that German was handsome. But he couldn't say that to his face... He was already dating someone.

"Why do you have to go home if you don't mind me asking? Also come on we can walk to." The taller blonde took a step while the russet haired one nodded and got off of his bike.

"Yeah. Just I need a spot for my bike... Oh wait there's a bike rack.." Feli walked it over and chained it before walking back over the the blonde. "And it's personal..." Feli didn't want to tell the other about his girlfriend. She was abusive towards Feli.

"Thats alright." Ludwig smiled a bit. Feli nodded a bit and started to walk with the other, he hadn't told the other about the girlfriend. Nor that she was using him for sex.

"So how have you been?" Ludwig looked down at the other.

"I've been great. How about you." Feli faked a smile, 'Well fuck that was a lie.'

"Same as you I suppose." Feli noticed Ludwig was acting kinder and more affectionate than the usual.

"You're acting strange..." Feli looked up at him. Ludwig blushed a small bit and looked away.

"Ludwig? Is there something you have to tell me?" Feli was hiding his anxiety about what it may be... Love.

"Yes, actually... Lets wait until we get our ice cream okay?" They stood in line now waiting. Feli would look up at the other occasionally and then look away, he was scared. He looked at his watch, 12:30pm.

"Feli?" Ludwig nudged the other. It was their turn.

"Oh oh sorry... Umm... May I get vanilla soft serve with rainbow sprinkles? That would be a small as well..." Feli faked a smile as Ludwig ordered.

After they got their ice cream they walked to a more quiet part of the park and sat down on a bench together. Feli had finished his ice cream before the other and waited. After he finished.

"So uh... What were you going to tell me?" Feli looked up at the other.

"Well... See Feliciano," Wow, he said his actual full name, not his nickname, "I've really been admiring you lately, and I was going to ask you." Feli knew what was coming, this is when he would run.

"Will you be my boyfriend?" Feli's face did not flinch at this, he just stared at the other, not shocked, just, almost frightened.

"L-look I gotta go.." Feli got up and ran off and got onto his bike and went home. Ludwig sat there, feeling rejected and not wanted. Little he knew about what was going on with Feli, he knew something was wrong now.

Feli ran into his house and shut and locked the door, terrified. He didn't want her to come home now, he was too scared.

His phone started to ring, it was Ludwig, he shakily answered, "What?!"

"I'm sorry." Ludwig sighed.

"Don't be, because you know what? This is my fault I didn't tell anyone." Feli teared up a bit.

"Told anyone what?" Ludwig sounded anxious.

"No, nevermind, I'll just get rid of her, I should be able to stand up to her. Ludwig I'm going to disappear. I'm moving, I need to get away from here." Feliciano hung up and called his brother.

"Hello?"

"Yeah... Lovi, can I stay with you? I really need to get away from Ludwig and her."

"What yeah come on over, tell me what happened okay?" Lovino sounded a bit concerned now.

Feli biked to his brothers house quickly and settled himself in. "Fratello, I am being abused."