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CLARE'S POV

"No" was all I said when I saw Eli ride up to my house on a MOTORCYLE!

"What I didn't say anything" he said trying to act innocent but failing miserably.

"I'm not getting on that death trap" I stated simply

"What? Why do you think I would ask you to ride with me?"

"Judging by the fact that there are two helmets, I know that pink one isn't for Adam"

"Oh come on Clare 'live dangerously'" he quoted me from my brief rebellious phase.

"Ha-ha I don't think so"

"Fine but your missing out" he said while trying to hand me the helmet.

"No I'm good thanks"

"Well if you change your mind call me"

"Yeah don't sit by the phone" he hopped off the bike and walked toward me wrapping his arm around me we walked toward my house.

"So what's on the agenda today?"

"Movies?"

"Perfect"

"So where the heck did you get it anyway?"

"A buddy of mine fixed it up for me"

…..2DAYS LATER…..

My parents were at it again I couldn't take it its too much why are they doing this? I text Eli

Clare-hey you busy?

Eli- for you? Never

Clare- could you come over?

Eli- sure is everything okay?

Clare-my parents…need I say more

Eli- be there in ten hold tight I love you

Clare-hurry I love you too, so much

Just texting Eli made her feel better until she heard a crash she ran down stairs this had to stop.

"STOP IT I CAN'T TAKE THIS!"

"Clare sweetheart your mother and I were just getting carried away"

"Yeah that's been happening a lot lately huh?

"listen Clare-bare your absolutely right your mother and us we don't need to do this not to us or you, you deserve better" wow maybe things are finally going to get better I should have spoke up sooner my mom and dad might just go back to normal.

"I think the only thing to do now is…"

"Yeah?"

"Um get a divorce" WHAT? DID I JUST HEAR RIGHT?

"WHAT?"

"Clare please don't make this difficult we all saw this coming we don't go well together me and you mother have talked this through"

"Without me? At this point tear were rolling uncontrollable down my face.

I heard Eli's motorcycle I ran to the door yup sure enough he was up the street my dad stood behind me. I ran to the drive way Eli pulled in I jumped on the back.

"CLARE DIANA EDWARDS GET OFF THAT BIKE!"

"NO"

"CLARE IT ISN'T A QUESTION IT'S AN ORDER"

"I'M SORRY DADDY ELI GO!"

"Clare I didn't even bring your helmet"

"Just go if you love me you will"

With that being said we rode off tears still streaming down my face but they stopped I was safe with Eli I knew that my adrenaline was pumping. It was exciting and fun this new sense of danger!

"Faster!"

The bike started going a lot faster but my adrenaline rush was over now only a sense of fear was pumping through me.

"Okay slow down I'm getting scared!"

"No this is fun!"

"Eli! Please slow down!"

"Clare just relax it'll be fine"

"Eli! Slow down!" I can't even thing straight I'm so terrified and I want off this damn bike why wont he slow down

ELI'S POV

OH MY LORD! THE BRAKES ARENT WORKING I CAN'T PANIC I can sense Clare's fear already why the fuck did I get this dumb bike I should have listened why did I let Clare get on I can't lose her I WON'T!

"Hey Clare do you love me?"

"What? Of course I do"

"Say it"

"I love you now would you slow down I'm scared"

"Yeah but uh would you take my helmet put it on it's hurting my ears"

"okay" she put it on good now I know she is safe oh god this is going to be hard but it's what I deserve for being dumb I'm going to miss her smile, her laugh, but I'll mostly miss her eyes they hold so much tell a whole store with one glance they are mesmerizing

"Eli, are you crying?"

"No it's the wind making my eyes water" I lied

"Then slow the fuck down please I'm not having fun I'm really scared"

"You love me right?"

"Yes Eli Goldsworthy I love you with all my heart and soul forever and ever"

"I love you Clare Diana Edward with all my heart and soul forever and ever I want you to be happy laugh love and {1} and have lots of babies"

"Okay Eli" she chuckled oh god here we go

"Hug me Clare" she hugged me tight it felt good to feel her one more time this was hard but easy it's easy to give up my life for Clare she has so much to offer the world this girl is going places it's only hard for selfish reasons of I won't be by her side while she changes the world I won't be the one to hold her and tell her things will be alright when times are at their hardest I won't be able to marry her or have lots of babies or grow old with her. Stop it Elijah you have to be strong pull yourself together for her damn it!

…..NEXT DAY…..

In today's news their was a horrible crash on Jefferson two teen on a motorcycle one was severely injured now in st. Stephan's hospital the other didn't make it this accident is due to brake failure the one not joining us is due to the fact of not wearing a helmet please take this into account the next time you ride its not safe without a helmet so don't do it the funeral will be held Tuesday to say your goodbyes and pay condolences to the family more on the story at eleven see you then this is action channel seven.

I might do another chapter or a squeal of how Clare copes without Eli and see how she feels about this situation review tell me what you think even if it sucked I can take it.

XOXO

Ally