Another chance, I'll give to you
Note to Disclaimers: I do not own gundam wing so please don't sue me.
~Veisha~
Another chance, I'll give to you
Dullness and bleakness seemed to surround her world. How long had it been since she last saw the sunlight? Even she could not remember. She lay in her bed, a single and solitude heap to see. The door to her room creaked open. Her head shot up.
"Who's there?" She asked in a raspy voice.
"It's just me Relena." Noin said.
Relena lay back down, covering her head with the pillows. Noin walked over and shook her gently.
"Relena, you have get up. It's been three weeks since you last ate and two months since you last went outside." Noin said.
Relena shook her head. "I do not care for food or the outside world. Tell Milliardo that."
Noin sighed. Relena wouldn't listen to her, but she would listen to Zechs. Departing, Noin closed the door. Relena poked her hand out of the covers and turned on the lamp. She took the picture frame from the coffee table. Tears sprang to her eyes as she ran her fingers over it, but she refused to cry.
"Why...?" She asked as the weakness from not eating claimed her and she slept.
Downstairs...
"Zechs...Relena's not...well, looking too good." Noin stated to her husband. "She looks more and more like a skeleton each day."
Zechs paced the room back in forth in frustration. What could he do? She didn't want to listen. Even to him. Why was she doing this to herself? Did she want to die? He didn't understand.
"Noin, is there anything YOU can do?" Zechs asked.
"No. I lost contact with all the Gundam pilots six years ago." Noin said sadly.
They sat in there in silence. Suddenly the phone rang. Noin answered it.
"Hello?" She asked in a cheerful voice.
"Hello Miss Noin. It's been long." Quatre said from the screen.
Standing next to him was Dorothy Catalonia. Noin looked her over. That girl has sure changed, she thought. Dorothy's eyebrow problem had been dealt with and she had grown into a beautiful young woman.
"Hello Miss Noin." Dorothy said politely. "How is Miss Relena?"
Noin made a face at that comment. Dorothy looked sorry. "Miss Noin is something wrong?" Dorothy asked.
"No, but I must be going." Noin said. "By the way, Quatre have you heard from your friends at all?"
Quatre shook his head. Noin thanked him and hung up. She made her way to the living room but Zechs wasn't there. She knew where he was. She walked up to Relena's room and found him arguing with her. She rushed over to him.
"Zechs! Stop that! I know you love Relena but arguing with her will only make her worse!" Noin said.
Zechs gave her an angry look and stomped off. She turned to Relena who was sitting up in bed. "Relena, we're going to a conference today at colony L2. I'm leaving Pagan to watch you. Do anything you like." Noin said and with that she was gone.
Later that day, around 2:00, Relena woke. She showered, dressed, and headed out. What can I lose, she figured? She blocked her eyes as the sunlight hit her for the first time in two months. With one quick glance back at her house, she headed towards the city. She took her Lexus, which had been given to her by Noin and Zechs for her eighteenth birthday.
She arrived somewhere around 3:00. The city was semi busy, but on Monday it wouldn't be. Everyone was either working or in school. She wasn't though. Done with school and with more money than could last a lifetime, she had no need to work. She parked the car and stepped out. Carefully she smoothed out the long black dress she wore. She slipped on her black coat and sunglasses and headed towards her favorite place. The fitness club.
On the way there people would give her their occasional stares. Something she was used to now. She arrived at the fitness club.
Around 7:00...
Relena had done over her limit at the club. She was on her way home now. The country road was dark and she was beginning to feel lightheaded. The last thing she remembered was going off the road.
Somewhere...
Relena awoke to a pounding headache. She was in a room covered in white. Was she in heaven? She looked around through hazy eyes and spotted a figure sitting by the bed. She reached out to grab it. Apparently the person wasn't as close as she thought. She ended up falling over the edge of the bed. She looked up and the person stirred.
"Wh...Who are you?" She managed weakly.
The person jumped to her aid, lifting her carefully off the ground. "Relena..." He whispered.
"H...Heero?" Relena asked. The person nodded. Relena's heart jumped. "Heero...wha...what are you doing here?"
Heero placed a finger on her lips. "Sshh...Sleep Relena. You need your rest."
Relena fell asleep, oblivious to the tears of her perfect soldier. Heero set her back down on the bed and pulled the covers over her. He stood watch.
Relena was feeling quite odd. She was in a small room with one mirror in it. She peered into it and cried out.
"That isn't me. That can't be me." She said.
The figure was as thin as a bone. Her cheeks were sunken in and she looked as pale as death. Relena backed away in fear. She fell to the floor in a sobbing heap, crying her unshed tears from earlier. Then it all faded.
Relena sat up and found herself in her room. She looked around remembering what happened before. She sighed.
"Then it was all a dream. You were too weren't you Heero?" She asked no one in particular.
"It and I weren't a dream." A familiar voice said.
Relena didn't move. "Where are you Heero? WHY are YOU here?" She asked in a hushed tone.
"Zechs had me bring you back. What's happened to you Relena? You almost died." Heero stated.
Relena's eyes filled with anger and she stood from her bed. Still weak, she held the bedpost for support. She searched for him but didn't see him in the darkness of her room. Finally she could give him a piece of her mind. Possibly without him running off.
"You wanna know what's wrong with me? Huh, Heero Yuy? Well I'll tell Mr. Perfect Soldier." She spat venomously. "I've waited all my life for someone like you. Then you come and blow me off. You didn't even kill me. For god sakes Heero, you coulda just shot a bullet through my head and ended your little 'MISSION'. Everything woulda been all fine and dandy had you done that but NO! YOU had to run away and be Mr. Hero! God maybe you should've let me die during the war. And I'll ask you this once Heero Yuy. Why DIDN'T you kill me?"
Heero was speechless for once. What could he say? She was right. Relena waited for a moment then spoke again.
"Not gonna answer me Heero? Think you're too good for that too huh?" Relena asked sourly. "Well, then I guess YOU should be on your way Mr. I'm too good for other human beings." Relena heard the door open then pause. She spoke. "Oh yeah and don't let the door hit your ass on the way out AND whatever's up your ass, get it out." She heard the door slam.
She fell on her bed, shoving her face in her pillows.
"Why did I do that?" She asked to the silence. "I didn't mean any of it. I just wanted him to understand how much he's hurt me, not drive him away. I just wanted another chance. Please give me another chance..." Relena sobbed into her covers and pillows.
"Don't cry Relena." Heero's voice said.
Relena stopped crying. "Heero?" A pair of strong arms wrapped around her. The feeling of his arms around her made more tears slide down her cheek. She hung her head lower and held her hands in front of her face.
"Heero, why did you come back? After what I said, I don't wish for you to see me." Relena said.
"Relena, how could you say that? I'm the one who doesn't deserve you. You're right. I left you. I never should have but I now realize that I'm afraid of my...my emotions." Heero said in a shaky voice.
Relena jerked out of his grasp. "And you think all that you just said will make things better?" Relena spat. "It's been six years Heero. SIX YEARS! I've moved on Heero. I don't need you and you still probably don't really need me. You're just trying to make me feel better but you know what? I've become strong now and I don't need you like I thought I did. Get out! Just GET OUT!"
Heero stood up and backed up as she threw more insults at him. Before he knew it she had backed him into the doorway. She gave one more insult before pushing out the door. She slammed it in his face. Heero walked out of the mansion, passing Zechs and Noin who asked nothing.
What was Heero to do now?
(Please R&R! Hope you liked it. See ya in the next chapter!)
~Veisha~
Note to Disclaimers: I do not own gundam wing so please don't sue me.
~Veisha~
Another chance, I'll give to you
Dullness and bleakness seemed to surround her world. How long had it been since she last saw the sunlight? Even she could not remember. She lay in her bed, a single and solitude heap to see. The door to her room creaked open. Her head shot up.
"Who's there?" She asked in a raspy voice.
"It's just me Relena." Noin said.
Relena lay back down, covering her head with the pillows. Noin walked over and shook her gently.
"Relena, you have get up. It's been three weeks since you last ate and two months since you last went outside." Noin said.
Relena shook her head. "I do not care for food or the outside world. Tell Milliardo that."
Noin sighed. Relena wouldn't listen to her, but she would listen to Zechs. Departing, Noin closed the door. Relena poked her hand out of the covers and turned on the lamp. She took the picture frame from the coffee table. Tears sprang to her eyes as she ran her fingers over it, but she refused to cry.
"Why...?" She asked as the weakness from not eating claimed her and she slept.
Downstairs...
"Zechs...Relena's not...well, looking too good." Noin stated to her husband. "She looks more and more like a skeleton each day."
Zechs paced the room back in forth in frustration. What could he do? She didn't want to listen. Even to him. Why was she doing this to herself? Did she want to die? He didn't understand.
"Noin, is there anything YOU can do?" Zechs asked.
"No. I lost contact with all the Gundam pilots six years ago." Noin said sadly.
They sat in there in silence. Suddenly the phone rang. Noin answered it.
"Hello?" She asked in a cheerful voice.
"Hello Miss Noin. It's been long." Quatre said from the screen.
Standing next to him was Dorothy Catalonia. Noin looked her over. That girl has sure changed, she thought. Dorothy's eyebrow problem had been dealt with and she had grown into a beautiful young woman.
"Hello Miss Noin." Dorothy said politely. "How is Miss Relena?"
Noin made a face at that comment. Dorothy looked sorry. "Miss Noin is something wrong?" Dorothy asked.
"No, but I must be going." Noin said. "By the way, Quatre have you heard from your friends at all?"
Quatre shook his head. Noin thanked him and hung up. She made her way to the living room but Zechs wasn't there. She knew where he was. She walked up to Relena's room and found him arguing with her. She rushed over to him.
"Zechs! Stop that! I know you love Relena but arguing with her will only make her worse!" Noin said.
Zechs gave her an angry look and stomped off. She turned to Relena who was sitting up in bed. "Relena, we're going to a conference today at colony L2. I'm leaving Pagan to watch you. Do anything you like." Noin said and with that she was gone.
Later that day, around 2:00, Relena woke. She showered, dressed, and headed out. What can I lose, she figured? She blocked her eyes as the sunlight hit her for the first time in two months. With one quick glance back at her house, she headed towards the city. She took her Lexus, which had been given to her by Noin and Zechs for her eighteenth birthday.
She arrived somewhere around 3:00. The city was semi busy, but on Monday it wouldn't be. Everyone was either working or in school. She wasn't though. Done with school and with more money than could last a lifetime, she had no need to work. She parked the car and stepped out. Carefully she smoothed out the long black dress she wore. She slipped on her black coat and sunglasses and headed towards her favorite place. The fitness club.
On the way there people would give her their occasional stares. Something she was used to now. She arrived at the fitness club.
Around 7:00...
Relena had done over her limit at the club. She was on her way home now. The country road was dark and she was beginning to feel lightheaded. The last thing she remembered was going off the road.
Somewhere...
Relena awoke to a pounding headache. She was in a room covered in white. Was she in heaven? She looked around through hazy eyes and spotted a figure sitting by the bed. She reached out to grab it. Apparently the person wasn't as close as she thought. She ended up falling over the edge of the bed. She looked up and the person stirred.
"Wh...Who are you?" She managed weakly.
The person jumped to her aid, lifting her carefully off the ground. "Relena..." He whispered.
"H...Heero?" Relena asked. The person nodded. Relena's heart jumped. "Heero...wha...what are you doing here?"
Heero placed a finger on her lips. "Sshh...Sleep Relena. You need your rest."
Relena fell asleep, oblivious to the tears of her perfect soldier. Heero set her back down on the bed and pulled the covers over her. He stood watch.
Relena was feeling quite odd. She was in a small room with one mirror in it. She peered into it and cried out.
"That isn't me. That can't be me." She said.
The figure was as thin as a bone. Her cheeks were sunken in and she looked as pale as death. Relena backed away in fear. She fell to the floor in a sobbing heap, crying her unshed tears from earlier. Then it all faded.
Relena sat up and found herself in her room. She looked around remembering what happened before. She sighed.
"Then it was all a dream. You were too weren't you Heero?" She asked no one in particular.
"It and I weren't a dream." A familiar voice said.
Relena didn't move. "Where are you Heero? WHY are YOU here?" She asked in a hushed tone.
"Zechs had me bring you back. What's happened to you Relena? You almost died." Heero stated.
Relena's eyes filled with anger and she stood from her bed. Still weak, she held the bedpost for support. She searched for him but didn't see him in the darkness of her room. Finally she could give him a piece of her mind. Possibly without him running off.
"You wanna know what's wrong with me? Huh, Heero Yuy? Well I'll tell Mr. Perfect Soldier." She spat venomously. "I've waited all my life for someone like you. Then you come and blow me off. You didn't even kill me. For god sakes Heero, you coulda just shot a bullet through my head and ended your little 'MISSION'. Everything woulda been all fine and dandy had you done that but NO! YOU had to run away and be Mr. Hero! God maybe you should've let me die during the war. And I'll ask you this once Heero Yuy. Why DIDN'T you kill me?"
Heero was speechless for once. What could he say? She was right. Relena waited for a moment then spoke again.
"Not gonna answer me Heero? Think you're too good for that too huh?" Relena asked sourly. "Well, then I guess YOU should be on your way Mr. I'm too good for other human beings." Relena heard the door open then pause. She spoke. "Oh yeah and don't let the door hit your ass on the way out AND whatever's up your ass, get it out." She heard the door slam.
She fell on her bed, shoving her face in her pillows.
"Why did I do that?" She asked to the silence. "I didn't mean any of it. I just wanted him to understand how much he's hurt me, not drive him away. I just wanted another chance. Please give me another chance..." Relena sobbed into her covers and pillows.
"Don't cry Relena." Heero's voice said.
Relena stopped crying. "Heero?" A pair of strong arms wrapped around her. The feeling of his arms around her made more tears slide down her cheek. She hung her head lower and held her hands in front of her face.
"Heero, why did you come back? After what I said, I don't wish for you to see me." Relena said.
"Relena, how could you say that? I'm the one who doesn't deserve you. You're right. I left you. I never should have but I now realize that I'm afraid of my...my emotions." Heero said in a shaky voice.
Relena jerked out of his grasp. "And you think all that you just said will make things better?" Relena spat. "It's been six years Heero. SIX YEARS! I've moved on Heero. I don't need you and you still probably don't really need me. You're just trying to make me feel better but you know what? I've become strong now and I don't need you like I thought I did. Get out! Just GET OUT!"
Heero stood up and backed up as she threw more insults at him. Before he knew it she had backed him into the doorway. She gave one more insult before pushing out the door. She slammed it in his face. Heero walked out of the mansion, passing Zechs and Noin who asked nothing.
What was Heero to do now?
(Please R&R! Hope you liked it. See ya in the next chapter!)
~Veisha~