True Feelings

Disclaimer: I do not own Naruto. Masashi Kishimoto does, that's why he's filthy rich.

A/N: Hehe, I've come up with another fanfic, is that supposed to be good? I got the idea after watching '1 Litre of Tears'. That drama was so sad!

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Chapter 1

I walked down the gravely path to my academy. Everything I could see was now black and white, remembering what I had been told a few days ago. I was lost in my steps and got lost in a short trance. I then got back to walking to the academy.

I appear through the wide gates. A young blonde boy was already shouting his head off like there was no tomorrow. My best friend, Hyuuga Hinata watched him from a safe distance and got lost gazing at his cerulean eyes. I walked up to her and shook her reluctantly.

"Oh, Sakura-chan Ohayo!" Hinata greeted realising where she was at last.

"Ohayo." I said weakly.

Crap. Maybe that was too obvious.

"Sakura-chan, are you okay? You don't sound to well."

Oh shit! I can never get through to her. Excuse come on, excuse! Ah, got it!

"No not really. Just a bit nervous about that maths test today." I fake smiled.

I hate lying. But this is important! Hinata's caring face turned to a worry. Was I not a good actress? Oh no, she has that look on her face. Crap. I have to tell her everything now.

I sigh in dismay and walk over to our secret meeting place. We stagger up on the large hill and kneel under the cherry blossom tree.

"What is it?" Hinata asks with those innocent eyes again.

I take a deep breathe before I speak.

"My… sister caught an incurable disease and how should I react to this?" I spluttered with a hint of worry in my voice.

"Ama-chan?" Hinata asked, curious which sister it was.

I nodded.

"Isn't she too young for it? She's only twelve, same age as Hanabi-chan!" Hinata baffled her heart pounding.

"That's the other thing I'm worried about. Hanabi and Amaterasu are best friends!" I said.

"W-we have ourselves a problem here…"

We sat in silence with our heads bowed, the spring breeze blowing past us.

The sound of a bell could be heard. We reluctantly stood up and walked inside the academy.

I walked in the hallways as normally and as calmly as I could. I tried not to attract attention since I don't want to be popular and boys all over me. That's why I'm wearing poor clothes. Not like some new designer clothes and high heels.

Suddenly, I bump into someone and fall backwards. A hand grabbed my arm. I look up and see the most popular boy in the school. His hair always up in a chicken ass style. I wonder how he does that.

"S-sorry!" I apologise, trying to help myself up.

"Hn." He replies and just runs off.

Okay, I swear there was a fangirl staring at me just now. I wonder what's on his mind. Having your parents own the school you go to and most companies in the village, stalked by many fangirls everyday. I wonder how he can cope with all the crazy stuff happening around here. Oh shit. I'm almost late for class.

I run into my class and sigh of relief. What am I doing anyway? The homeroom teacher is Kakashi-sensei so why am I rushing into class if he's so late? I walk up to my seat which was at the back. A fangirl tripped me up on the way.

"Freak." She said when I nearly fell flat on my face.

I'll show her some damn manners. I just hate bitches and bastards in this high school. I wanna beat them all up to a bloody pulp and then step all over them like they do to me. But won't they get me back? Revenge won't be getting you anywhere so scratch that. I wonder how Amaterasu is feeling. Having to know that you have an incurable disease when you're so young is just too much to handle. That's it. I'll become a doctor and get the cure for her!

What the hell? Oh great, that chicken ass bastard is back with the loudmouth and the lazy ass genius. I would really want to yell the damn fangirls right now; they're giving me a migraine! Why the hell is Naruto looking at me? Oh yeah, he likes Hinata-chan. Get your damn dirty ramen hands off of her! I wish I could say that. But too much attention could happen. He's coming up to me. I got this covered.

"Uhhh, Sakura can-" Naruto asks but I interrupt him.

"No. I will not tell Hinata that you want to go on a date with her." I predict before he could say anymore.

"What?!" He bawls like a baby.

God. When can he completely shut that pie hole of his? He's walking away now thank goodness. And here now comes the chicken ass bastard making his jackass entrance to his seat. Which right next to mine. Thank goodness Kakashi-sensei let us have our own desks. I don't want to share it with a jerk. Plus I'm already having a bad day. Luck isn't on my side it's most likely that my day is gonna get worse.

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"Sakura-chan!" A voice shouted out to me in the distance.

"Ah, Hinata-chan!" I smile as I close my locker.

"You would not believe this!" Hinata breathed in between her panting.

I just gave a bemused face.

"Naruto-kun asked me out!" Hinata squealed hugging me.

I just stood there, wide eyed. The loudmouth actually had the guts to ask her out. Wait a minute what am I doing? I should be beating that guy up! But then again Hinata-chan will tell me off. That would be bad. Okay I'll just threaten him if he makes Hinata-chan cry. Yup, that's what I'm gonna do!

"Sakura-chan are you alright? Are you still worried about Ama-chan?" Hinata asked, worried.

Ama! I almost forgot about her! Amaterasu… I wonder how Hanabi will react to this…

"I think we should leave Ama-chan and Hanabi-chan alone since it's their problem so they're the only ones that can fix it." Hinata smiled, trying to cheer me up.

"Yeah. You're right! I shouldn't be worried that much about Ama-chan!" I say courageously.

"Aah my young classmates!" A voice called out from not a far place.

"No way he's here!" I whisper to Hinata before the look alike would come.

"Sakura-san, my young flower, good to see you all happy!" Lee, the Gai-sensei look-alike says.

The green spandex he's wearing right now makes me wanna puke all over it! I can't believe Gai-sensei overruled Tsunade-sama to let Lee wear that hideous thing for P.E! School uniform is supposed to be worn at all times right?! Well except for special occasions but this is just wrong! Oh god. It's even worse now. Gai-sensei is here.

"Good morning my youthful students! Remember to be active and energetic for Physical Education!" Gai-sensei says with his trademark pose.

"Gai-sensei, you make my youthful soul move!" Lee shouts that stupid word.

"Lee!"

"Gai-sensei!"

"Lee!"

No seriously, where does that damn sunset background come from? I've even now lost respect for him.

I grab Hinata and we creep out of the scene.

"Tenten-chan!" Hinata shouts, running up to the brunette with her hair in two buns.

"Hinata! Sakura!" Tenten calls back.

"How's your senior life?" I ask.

"Sakura, stop asking me that all the time! You're gonna be seniors next year anyway." Tenten irritably says.

"But I just want to know. If there's more English... Art... P.E..." I say quietly in the end.

"More of the ridiculous Gai-sensei..." Hinata says quietly just enough for me to hear.

"Hmmm, did you say something?" Tenten asks.

"Uhhh, yeah. How's it going with Neji?" Hinata excuses.

"Wh-wh-wh-wh-what are you talking about?" I just smirk.

Neji asked Tenten to the spring dance some time ago. Tenten accepted but got so nervous 'cause she was going out with her best friend's cousin. And boy did she get nervous. Everything turned out alright in the end anyway. She danced while Hinata and I were just leaning at the wall with no dates and no seats 'cause of the damn rich bitches. Wait a minute that's supposed to be bad. Oh well. Shoot. It's second period. Crap we're almost late!

I run up to my classroom and sigh. I decided to make my way to my seat on the geek path so I don't get tripped by the bastards and bitches. I sit down and hear girls squealing again! I look up to see the Uchiha jerk again!

I swear he follows me everywhere in the school just so he can make fun of me. He sits behind me in second period. Jackasses like him I hate the most. They step over you like you're a carpet. Plus they have this I'm-better-than-you-and-I'm-an-asshole-vibe. It pisses me off.

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It's the end of the day now. When I go home, things don't look good for me. I just can't bear seeing Amaterasu's face! Well my family is just too sad to talk right now. Otou-san always excuses himself for work, my real Okaa-san is...gone... I have a stepmother; I have Amaterasu (Ama for short) my real sister, Makoto my stepbrother and last but not least, Hanako, my youngest stepsister.

I walk into the house and silence. I just go upstairs and leave my dejected stepmother alone. Hanako and Makoto don't know that Ama has a disease. My parents decided that they should tell them when the time is right. Well I think that's a load of crap. Ama told me about it and I turned out alright. Well not exactly alright. I grab my cell phone and hold it in my hands. I don't think it's the right time to call Hinata right now. She might be worrying about Hanabi. Is this supposed to be a bad week? I've been told that my sister has an incurable disease, I am being treated like dirt from my parents and I have been lately thinking that Sasuke is hot! This is bad. I need to call Hinata but I can't. Oh great. My stepmother is calling me. She's been pushing me around lately ever since they found out that Ama has an incurable disease. Being the eldest isn't too good.

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Great. Now I'm stuck walking the dog. I didn't want this dog anyway. My stepmother, Hanako and Makoto had it when they moved into our mansion. Yeah I'm actually rich but I don't want to let anyone know. But that gave it away when I went to the high school since it's for rich kids. Yeah. Blame my stepmother for everything in my life!

Wait a minute. Do I see chicken ass hair? There's a crowd of girls too and they're squealing really loud. It's that Uchiha bastard! Crap. Not good. Run god dammit. RUN!!! Holy shit he saw me! He's coming here now. SHIT! What should I do to keep him away?! Sh-shout for the police. Okay.

"P-police! Police! POLICE!!!" I scream.

Hehe, it worked. I can hear the police car coming. Ha-ha! He's running for his life! Oh god, good thing I have my cell phone right here in my hands right now. I can't wait to show this to Hinata! Now all I have to do is run or else I'll get caught for shouting a false alarm.

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That was a good run! I guess the dog had a nice walk so let's go home! That was good. Uchiha got in the police car and is in custody for three hours for stalking a sweet innocent girl! Yeah I got him good! 1 point for me!

I enter the house and take the dog back to the kennel. Hey. Otou-san's here early. This doesn't look too good. I'll just slip on out of here. I enter my room and flop on my bed. I think now is the right time to call Hinata. I look at my clock and it reads... 6:03. Okay, time to call Hinata-chan! Hmmm… No-one's picking it up quicker than usual…

"He-hello?" I hear Hinata's shy and shaky voice. She hasn't used that voice since I started to be her best friend.

"Hinata… Is everything going alright there…?" I ask, in a cautious voice as well.

"I'm just worried about Hanabi… She hasn't said anything since she found out about Ama-chan…"

"This is stupid! What the hell am I doing here?! If Ama-chan's nearly gonna die, I should be there for her! The same with Hanabi. How about we plan them to hang out with each other tomorrow. Sure it's Saturday tomorrow but I heard there's no class. What do you think?"

"That's genius Sakura! How about plan the hang out at the new café?"

"That's ingenious Hinata! I guess the plans will go according to plan since they love that place."

"How about you Sakura? You also have a limited time being with her."

"I'll just try and talk to her as much as I can when she's at home. Oh shit. I forgot I'm doing all the fucking chores in this fucking house! We have no damn maid! Great. This is just getting worse and worse…"

"Hang on there Sakura, you can't give up! Remember that! And I gotta go to do some chores or I won't get my allowance for the week. See you tomorrow."

"Bye."

I hang up and throw myself on the bed. Life sometimes sucks doesn't it?

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A/N: Is it good? I'm updating it every Saturday. This won't be my main fanfiction since I still have my other one. I will promise to update on the deadline. Reviews are much appreciated!