THIS IS HOW I LOVE HIM

hichigo's POV

I break him with my words. I kill him with my actions. I drive him insane, just by being here.

I want him to be mine. I want him to spare me more than a glance. I tell him I love him.

He is never listening.

He blocks me out. I make him cry. I want his body, I want his mind. I desire every inch of him, I'll never let him escape. I'll make him watch, in agony.

My captive audience

I imagine what he'd feel like, I wonder what he tastes like. I tell him the thoughts I have. I crush him. He wonders often if I'm real, he wonders if he's insane. I'll drive him off, over and over, so he never has to worry. He thinks he wants to cut himself, he thinks he wants to end it all.

I'll never let you go

I can't let him die, because then he wouldn't be mine. I crush him. So easily does he shatter. My colorful piece of glass, he looks much prettier broken.

Maybe I'll cut my finger.

I'll hang him by the window, so the sun can make him shine, I'll dust him, I'll polish him, he'll always be mine.

Why doesn't he love me? Why can't he understand? He can't escape me, he never can. I'll tear his heart in two, I'll split his soul in threes. Don't make me hurt you, don't make me. please

you will end up dead

It pains me to see him sad, so I'll drive him insane instead. I wouldn't cause him this pain, if he got 'I love him' in his head.

My words crush him. I break his heart. If his heart wasn't broken to start. Wasn't he always insane? Can I make him any worse? Can I drive him to oblivion, can I put him in that hearse?

My arms will only tighten

my heart it squeezes, when he dreams of his death. Do I cause him so much pain, do I cause him so much stress? How can I laugh at him? My one and only love, how can I make it up to him, how can I show him?

You seem too stupid to understand

If he cries like that, how can I not hold him? If he aches like that, how can I not ease his pain? If he falls farther and farther, how can I not soften his landing? He doesn't want me near him, convinced that I'm not real. He thinks he's going crazy, and maybe he is.

I won't let you go.

My arms to keep him warm, my lips to kiss him all night, my tongue to drive him crazy. My words to give him fright. How can he fear me, why can't he understand love? I could never hurt him, my pure little dove.

I will hold your hand

My words that crush him. I'll save him I will. But I'm afraid I'm too late, how could I wait until...? He fell while I was running, he couldn't hold on. He fell while I was trying, he was too far gone.

My words that drove him crazy, let me hold your hand. I split your soul many times, I split your heart in threes. I split your mind once. How come I couldn't see?

How could I do this? How could I make him cry? Why did I want to break him? Why did I make him die?

I'll follow him to the funeral, I'll follow him to the grave. I killed my little dove, I set him ablaze. I caused him so much pain.

And this is how I love him.

OWARI!

So, what do you think? The italics aren't a song or anything, the go with the text. Was I asa emotional as last time? Do you think I reflected hichichi well? Tell me tell me.

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