A/N: Ok I've decided to write another songfic that comes before Let That Be Enough. Just so I don't get yelled at: The lyrics to the song Redemption by Switchfoot do not belong to me, they just give me my inspiration.
Four
A.M. two hours to go
I'm wearing out a lonely glow.
I thought I knew who I was
Why did I push you away?
You just wanted to help
Why didn't I stay?
I miss you more than I could know.
Was I wrong or was I right
I can't change what I've done.
I brought the Jedi to their knees
And yet I don't feel like I've won.
Here
I am, here I am,
won't you get me?
I'm no longer a little boy
I've made choices that I regret.
My life is messed up
I wish that my life would reset.
I've
got my hands on redemption's side
Whose scars are bigger than
these doubts of mine.
Why did I ignore you
You were my brother.
I slaughtered younglings
Like the time with my mother.
I'll
fit all of these monstrosities inside
and I'll come alive.
Nothing matters anymore
Your still lost and Padme's dead.
You were always wrong
Just like Palpatine said.
With
my fist down at your feet
I was running out of mysteries
Everthing was a lie
You all hid it from me.
The Jedi were lost
It took you this long to see?
Insecure
and incomplete, here I am, here I am,
won't you get me?
I'm not sure if I am right
Maybe I am lost.
I just wanted to find a way
No matter the cost.
My
fears have worn me out
My fears have worn me out
My fears have
worn me, worn me.