Leo's POV
It has been a week sense Splinter died. I have just gone through the motions of the day. I get up, eat whatever Mikey puts in front of me. I then go to the dojo and practice. After practice I just stand in the dojo and wait.
About an hour dojo it is time to eat lunch. After lunch I watch t.v. with my brothers. To be more accurate, I sit in front of the tv and watch the screen. After that they call me for dinner, and then I again eat whatever Mikey put in front of me.
"Leo, you need to snap out of it, you're trying to eat a rock" I hear Donnie say. I just stare at the wood table.
I then hear Raph, "I don't know why he's so lost. It's like he can't even hear us." He then pokes my nose. "See, He doesn't even move." He finishes.
I then turn my head to him. When I look into his eyes I see his fight. "You are to break that fight, my son." I head Master Splinter. "Yes Father." I say, and they all look at me. "Raph, could you help me with something?" I ask him.
Looking confuses, "What do you need help with?" He asks me. He looks nerves. I smile. That is funny. I start laughing.
"Remember, you are to fuck his ass. That is what you can do to break him." I hear Master Splinter.
"What about Donnie?" I ask, they look at me confused.
"You make him serve you. That will crush him to be first into serving you with his mouth." He tells me.
"But Master Splinter, what about Mikey? He's stronger than the other two." I ask him. I look and see that my brother's eyes are wide.
"The farther you slip into my training, the harder it will be for him to stay strong. Remember, he broke down and cried right before I died." He told me.
"You're Right. He did fall apart. Does he really care about me that much?" I asked.
"Who cares about you that much?" Mikey asked me, I looked up at him and smiled.
"You do silly. Can't you guys hear What Master Splinter was saying?" I asked them. They all looked at each other.
"I am going through the phone book in the rat's room. I might be able to find an old friend of his to help heal Leo." Donnie tells them. I look at him odd. "He is going to make things harder if you aloud him to call outsiders." Splinter says.
"He's just trying to help. You did hurt me a lot." I tell him.
"Come on Leo." Mikey says to grab my attention. "Let's get you to bed." He says. Then gets up, grabs my hand and leads me to bed. Once in my room he lifts up the covers. "Some on, I'll tuck you in snug as a bug in a rug." He says with a big smile on his face. How I love that smile.
"Then take the smile. It is yours to have. I gave all of them to you to enjoy, have fun my son." Splinter tells me. I walk closer to Mikey and kiss him. He stiffens at first but then relaxes. I then wrap my hands around his neck, and deepen the kiss. All he is doing is standing there, letting me kiss him. I then let go of his lips and lay down in the bed.
"Leo, I love you and all, but don't kiss me, ever." He tells me as he tucks me in. I frown. This just hurts. I love him. "This is why you have three toys. You choose Raphie or Donnie-boy to play with when Mike doesn't want you." Splinter says as I go to sleep.
I am now sitting at the table drinking tea with father. "You must understand my son, they will never trust you. All they have done is treat u=you as though you are a young child, or monster." Splinter tells me.
"Father, they are not my enemy. I hurt them in the same way that you had hurt me so many years ago." I told him. "It's hard for them to deal with, and I want them to be able to handle what had happened. I love them, they are my brothers." I finish.
"They are supposed to be your slaves, just as you use to be mine." He told me.
I stand up and slam my hand onto the table. "I hate you, you are a monster!" I shout at him.
He then stands, "Bend over." He orders me. I feel the fear, it hurts. I can move. I can't do anything. He walks over and pushes me onto the table and lifts my tail. He then puts one finger in my ass, then he adds two, and then he shoves his whole hand inside. "Must I teach you this again?!" He says.
He then adds his other hand. It hurts so bad. I start screaming. "Good, let them come, I will do the same to them." He told me. I just kept screaming for him to stop, that it hurt, and help. He liked the last one most of all.
I then snap my eyes open and see that I am in my room and Mikey is over me, pinning my arms down. I am still in a panic. "It's okay, he's dead, he can't hurt you anymore." He said in a soothing voice. I start crying. I have these dreams a few times a night.
He lets go of my arms and lifts me into a sitting position so that he can hold me to his plaster and rub soothing circles on my shell. "What happened this time?" He asks me. I just start crying harder. "Remember, it doesn't happen again once you tell someone." He tells me.
"H-he sh-shoved h-is h-hands…" That is as far as I get before I start screaming again. Mikey just holds me tighter, placing his chin on my head.
"It'll be okay. I was just a dream." He told me. "And all of your dreams had happened in life, but he can't shove his hands into you anymore. He is dead." He tells me. He holds me until my breathing evens out.
"Do you want me to stay or go?" He asks me. I wrap my hands around his shell and fall asleep right then. I didn't dream the rest of the night.