Disclaimer:Even though it is my life long impossible dream, I do not own Harry Potter. I also regrettably do not own Remus Lupin or Nymphadora Tonks or any others included in the Harry Potter series. Unfortunately, that right stays with Rowling. However, there will be some characters that do belong to me included further on in this fanfic which include Remus' twin sister and some other characters yet to be introduced. Enough about this; enjoy...

You Are My Everything

1. Xenophobia(Part 1)

Pain by Three Days Grace

Remus's point of view...

She flicks her silky violet hair and it catches light, sparkling down her slender neck. And suddenly, her fresh scent engulfs me, dragging me down to the monster within me.

I long to walk towards her, entrancing her with what my younger twin sister Reina calls my "glamour". She says that when I was bitten by that thoughtless, malevolent Fenrir Greyback, I was given the ancient werewolf trait of beauty which goes by the name of glamour, meaning the main weapon which werewolves use to tempt their prey to come in close enough range to eat.

And so I long to entrance her with my glamour and trick her to invite me in, to let her no-doubt sweet, juicy blood run against my tongue and down my throat. I sigh with wistfulness at the meer thought. Ever since the last full moon, I haven't had much of a decent meal, and the next will soon be upon us all. And my sanity has been growing weaker, allowing the monster more and more controll until I lose all thought and sense...

Go up to her, the wicked monster within me purrs.

But I refuse.

I can't do that to her.

I don't even know her and you expect me to end her life for good for the mere pleasure her blood gives me?

"Hey there, stranger!"

Despair, oh world! While I was fighting with the hungry monster within me, she had unknowingly walked up to the main weapon of her untimely demise.

I take in a short breath thru my clenched teeth and hold my breath a few moments before I find the courage to reply.

"Hey," I let out. "I'm Remus," I end with barely a whisper.

"Why are we whispering?"

She giggles silently, going along with what she probably thought was a childish game.

"Anyways, I'm Nymphadora Tonks--but my friends call me Nym," she replies, thrusting her hand out, no-doubt expecting me to take it .

I long to but if I do, it will tempt me to go further, to go down to the deep end, to take her win and swallow her whole. A simple handshake can symbolize friendship. And I knew that if I take her hand, she'll know I want her, want her in my life. If only she knew my purpose isn't for the best; isn't so innocent.

She extends her hand further in; as if shaking it; as if letting me know what I'm missing out on. As if she wants me to end her life, savoring the moment with every second of the sinful act.

The one called Nymph with eyes like the ocean begins to pout when she feels I can't take her hand. The sight itself makes me feel so heartbroken that I push the monster back deep within me with much force gathered, ignore the throbbing in my head warning me of the many consequences if I do it, and take her small, soft hand, knowing there's no going back...

A/N: What did y'all think?

Review and tell me.

I got a few chapters typed up but won't publish the rest before I get at least 5 reviews.

It I get 1 or more, I'll update by mid-June or July. If I get none, I'll still update but not until after the 4th of July.

Tee-hee; yes I am that evil.

Also, in my story, Remus is mainly the reason Tonks won't let anyone call her by her full name or even Nymph. You'll soon find out why. I know that isn't the real reason in the books and that they aren't even in the same year together and probably didn't have a fling in school but this is fanfiction so just imagine!

Just remember to keep me happy with those reviews unless you want this story to never update till July. Or even August. I am a really patient person. Tee-hee!

Plus tell me what you guys's favorite songs and favorite bands/singers are. Yes, they will be included in my next chapters but some are just to see what other people listen to. But I'm not forcing you so you don't have to tell me if you don't want to.

So...

What's gonna happen with Remus and Tonks?

Will she find out his secret?

What will she think?

Why are they in the same year if there's a 13 year difference between them?

And why does everybody call Tonks as Nymph/Nym but she refuses to be called anything but Tonks many years later?

Review and maybe you'll find out.

-Lyla.