I know I have ruined your life for my selfishness, so I've decided to leave you this note, because I plan on not speaking to you again.

Nefread is evil, and I was part of her plan. Nothing will stop her. Not even you and your super friends. I suggest you get out of here and change your name. Go to another house of night if possible. If you can't bring some adult vamps and come live with me. I'll move out for you. I'd do anything now that my eyes are open, that you are more than a foolish teenage girl. You're a women. You're my women.

But if you just decide to stay, I suggest to not be with Erik. He's not good. He looks at you like you're a prize, like you're the prize. He doesn't claim to love you because he shares the feeling as you. He wants to be with the most powerful vampire in the world. He wants to rub it in other boy's faces.

Well I must end this letter now, for I see you've found out. I must go search for you.

Love,

Loren