Disclaimer: I do not own Naruto, any of its plots, characters, themes, and any of its other trademarks. But I do own this plot, or at least I think I do unless someone has already done something like this. Ok, let's just say that I own nothing! Happy? .
I am the constant observer. Ever watching, and ever silent. Thoughts unvoiced, and feelings masked. Concealed in the shadows, engulfed in loneliness in my aura and shield, my defence against the cruel stares of the world, biding my time when the time is right to strike.
Who you see is not who I am, as no one will ever know who I truly am inside. A cheerful smile I always wear, to be blind to my deceit, like all the other ninjas of elite.
Weak
Fragile
Useless
Incompetent
All such words have been thrown at me to describe the pitiful state that the Hyuga Heiress is in. Less powerful, less intelligent, less tactful than a daughter of such a revered clan should be.
But, who are you to judge who I should be? This is my life to live. These are my choices to make. I am in control of my life, and none shall force me otherwise.
All the girls in the ninja Academy look at me with that pity in their eyes that I want to erase from them. I don't want such pity; it is only a painful reminder of what I am, who I am, and who I never will be.
Why must I chase another's dream and follow a separate path that is not mine to take?
Walking in the shadows of the great and powerful, and shrinking as their shadows stretch over an expanse of land as their greatness climbs to its peak while I am still not even chunin.
Doing as my family bids me has worn me out, worn my soul out. I am not their servant anymore; I will not do as they please being the ever so innocent and docile Hinata.
I will not serve and protect those despicable people whom I call my "friends". What friendship had they offered me? A curt wave every so often as acknowledgement of my existence, a fake cheery hello whenever they felt like I should be addressed? This is not friendship, this is a hollow sense of friendship offered to her as a clear message that they didn't want to be near her or talk to her.
Where were they when I needed them most? They were nowhere to be found. They were at home minding their own lives, and avoiding the hurt and loneliness from my spirit.
Perhaps it had been too perfectly concealed behind my smiling face, but they should have known.
They should have seen it coming.
They should have known that I would be back for my revenge.
Authors Note: Hey! Hope you liked it… and if you didn't that's ok too. Read and Review (if you want) Sorry for the oocness. I'm not sure if this will be a oneshot.