Anew.
"Rage,I am pleased with you" His assistant said softly to him "You have made excellent progress and I believe if you carry on we might let you have visitors"She continued "Doesn't that sound exciting"Rage stares at the clean almost pristine lady stood by him with a pen tucked behind her ear and a clipboard in her dainty hands.
You decide to remain response or reaction you give her will end up at the head office anyway .You just twiddle your hair in you even want to see them after they probably thought you were they be angry,sympathetic even disappointed?Would they treat you differently? I need to curiosity is killing me.
"Yes," I mumble "Could..could I possibly.. see Hollow,Fluke and Evanz?" I ask tentatively-my hands shaking madly.
"I'm not so sure that is a good idea…" She sympathetically looks into my eyes as my fist clenches.
"It wasn't a question." I grin menacingly, my voice raising"More of a polite demand" I stand up."Now,I'm gonna turn around and I want you headed to the high office organising my visit!"
Sally quivers and starts to walk out of the desolate cell of a room-her high heels clacking on the icy stone floor.I feel no remorse for shouting at her.I don't feel much anymore.I know I'm a horrible 's what I have become.I assume I always have been this A thought materializes in my head,I feeling that I can change-if I tried.I have learned to ignore I keep dwindling on the past I will grow attachments,i will show signs of being a sane person.I am past that now.I will never go back.
*But Rage you can change* A voice rings out in my head.I can'
*Think about the crew* They mean nothing to me.
*Then why did you ask to see them* Closure.
*THINK YOU IDIOT!* About what?
*Is this what you want?* Yes
*You are throwing a brilliant life away* I can never go back.
*You are the ghost of a better man* Whatever,go away.
*Get up ,Rage,get up and live* Never.