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Rating: Ma for later chapters

Paring: Seto/ Mokuba. That means man on man no like no read!

Summary: Mokuba loves Seto in a way he's not supposed to. Yet he loves him
that way anyway. So he try's to tell Seto but when he was about to, Seto
introduces him to his "girlfriend." What will Mokuba do now?

Trying Times

Chapter 1:

Mokuba's pov

I love him, and even though I know it's wrong I can't stop from feeling
this way. I've tried everything from dating others to avoiding Seto. Well
that's what I have been doing for the past week in a half! I hate it and I
know it's hurting Seto also. He tried to ask me if everything was ok the
other day but all I did was shrug him off and told him to mind his own
business! I knew saying that would hurt him and that he was only trying to
help, but I'm hurting too damn it! I hurt every time I see him and yet can't
tell him how I feel because the damn world thinks it's wrong! Well I just
don't give a damn anymore!

I want to tell him how I feel, no I have to tell him how I feel. I can't
stand the wall that's slowly being built between us. I have to brake it
before it's too tall for me to get over.
Yet how could I tell him? What was I going to say? When was I going to say
it? Would he return my feelings? Would he hate me? Would this ruin any
relations we have left? Would he just leave and never come back?

Thoughts like these have been keeping me up for the past week. Constantly
racing through my mind. When I did fall asleep, I would dream of a black
world where I could never reach Seto. He just keeps getting further and
further away while shaking his head. When I saw him I would remember the
dream and the fear I felt. The fear of losing him. Yet I'll loose him if I
don't tell him anyway. I'll do it tonight, I have to!

Seto's pov:

Why does he keep avoiding me? I love him so much yet lately he's been
acting weird. First he starts dating every women he can find then he stops
coming near me. I don't get it, but I think he might suspect that I love him
more than just a brother and hates it. I've given him his space and any
other thing he's ever wanted. Yet it seems as if he fears coming near me.
Like I would ever hurt him. He's my life and my love, I could never harm
him!

Maybe it's just that he doesn't like the fact that I love him like that and
now he can't stand to be near me. God I hope that's not it. Luckily for me
I've got a plan. Lisa my sectary likes me, so I've decided to let her be my
girlfriend in the public's eye and my brothers. Hopefully this will make him
second guess himself on how I love him. Then maybe, just maybe things will
go back to normal.

I hear the doorbell ring. It's five minutes to 7:00 pm. That's when we sit
down to dinner, the only time I ever see him anymore. I told her to come by
so I could introduce her to my brother first. I may never really love her,
but it'll keep Mokuba happy and safe. I'll do what ever it takes to make
sure Mokuba is happy. Making Lisa happy should be easy enough. A couple of
kisses and buying her whatever she wants should keep her too occupied to
notice anything unusual. I go to answer the door and show her to the
kitchen.

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shortness of this chapter but I just wanted to give you an intro into their
problem before I start all the drama!