º*Hunger is will-power!*º
Chapter nº1: ¿Problem?
*Stan's POV*
-Where do you think you are going?
-Uh?
I can say that he seemed surprised to see me. Not in the sense of being happy, but rather otherwise he looked puzzled. I was disappointed, once more.
He turned, as if he were waiting for me to tell him what I wanted.
-It's Lunch Time. -I said quietly.
-Uh huh. Yeah, I know that.
Before he had the chance to leave I added. -Aren't you gonna eat with us? Again?
-What do you mean by 'Again'?
-As the last three days I mean.
I won't hide it. I was very upset. Lunch is one of the few times we had together at school. And now it appears that he doesn't seemed so important? What the fuck?
Unanswered... again.
-Come on, Kyle. Is it that you no longer want to be with us anymore or what?
-Of course it's not like that! It's just... I can't... I... - he looked down as if he was wishing to disappear. I'm still waiting for his response. -Ok. I will eat lunch with you guys. -Finally answered with a sigh of resignation. -I will eat with you... If that's makes you happy...
*Kyle's POV*
My tears blur my eyes while I am doing the accounts. - I can hardly believe that I ate all that!
I was so hungry.
You stop to justify yourself!
I'm sure that if I had my mom in front of me she would have be also swallowed
Do you realize that you were in front of everybody? in front of him?
It's not like everyone was watching at me!
That's what you want to believe.
Enough! Stop!
Are you gonna to mourn and resign? Or are you gonna do something about it?
I fell to the floor of my room and began to do crunches. It was about the only thing I could do in my room without arousing suspicion from my parents. I began to count... one, two, three, four, five, six, seven, eight, nine, ten... fifty, fifty one, fifty two... I couldn't more.
It's not enough! And... I never told you to stop!
With bated breath and heart almost jumping inside me I wake up. Guilt does not fade as I would like.
You could always have told him no, that you didn't want to have lunch with him!
But... that... It's a lie!
One more... So what? He is only stopping your progress. Tell me if that is what a friend does.
Stan is my best friend! He never would do anything to hurt me!
It's true... you have all the blame for being so weak and stupid... always leaving you to handle and doing what others want you to do. You don't worth it!
God! It's true!
Those dreadful tears again.
Stop crying! Imagine he is watching you. What would he say?
My sobs fall. Does crying increases metabolism? How many calories are burned to mourn?
Surely, almost none... you wouldn't be so fat then...
N/A: Hi! This is a translation to English of my fic in Spanish. I hope you liked the beginning. Because much is coming! There will be Style, Bendy and Bunny. Hope you enjoyed reading it and leave me a comment for it to continue. I would love that! The fic in Spanish has 8 chapters by now, so if you send me a review I will update sooner than you'll expected…. Well… see ya soon! Remember English is not my mother language so… don't forget that n_n love ya! Little readers!