I Need You Да?

This has been a plot bunny circling in my head for the longest of time and it is starting to mate with other plot bunnies so I'm taking this horny plot bunny out of the gene pool and this is all being typed up on an iPod at 12:20 at night. Okay enough narcissistic rambling on my own pathetic, life. About this, it's based off of a role play I did. It will most likely be multi chapter and very angsty along with smutty. If your looking for Baltic abuse, you won't find much here, you'll find some but it will be nothing compared to other stories. There's also going to be some historical references that I'm not going to make sure are 100% correct but I'll try not to fundamentally fuck up the history. It's Rusfem!Liet so if you don't like it, then don't read it dumbass. Also I don't have a beta so there probably is a lot of spelling errors.

Summary: He needed her and she knew this. Is this why she stayed? Because she was the only one that truly loved him. But he always had, and always will, have a dark side, a dark side that she occasionally has to face.

Pairings: Rusfem!Liet and past Polfem!Liet

Warnings: Lemons in the next chapter, Russia having a conscience and not being a total asshole, gender bending of the Baltics because I can bitch. Lithuania's human name in this because she's a girl is Liudvika, don't ask why I picked it I couldn't tell you either but it kind of sounds like Lithuania.

Ivan was so happy, he had recently gotten Lithuania back after all of those long, hard years of war. He and his people had been through many hardships over those long six years. He was proud of the end goal but not so much the means to which he did so. As Machiavelli once said 'The ends justify the means', this time he was not so sure on this philosophy. But it would be alright in the end, as long as he had her…

Liudvika, on the other hand, was depressed about the same news. She cooperated with Germany in the hopes that she could get her country back one day but it never ended so sweetly like that, he betrayed her trust and killed a lot of her innocent civilians. After this war, she just wanted to crawl up and die, she had to watch her old friend, Poland, suffer so much and there was nothing much she could do to help her old love.

Lithuania was in the kitchen, making dinner for Ivan for the first time in a long while. She sighed, as much as she cared for him, she did miss that glimpse of freedom that she had only a few short years earlier. While she was day dreaming, Russia walked up to her quietly and wrapped his arms around her waist and rested his head on top of hers. A rare, genuine smile, not one of his fake ones that he always had on spread across his face.

"Литва (Lithuania)… I'm so glad you're here again."

"I-I'm g-glad to be h-here, sir."

He couldn't see this obvious lie and kissed her cheek making the other blush. Ivan left the room leaving her to her cooking. Liudvika tried to concentrate but couldn't. She couldn't quite place her finger on it but there was something… something was up with him. After years under his control she could sense these little changes. Something was going to happen and all she knew is that she wasn't like it.

Meanwhile, Ivan sighed and went back upstairs. She had been cold like this ever since had gotten back. His sweet little Lithuania had been pushing him away and it was starting to frustrate him. As he sat down in a chair, he felt a certain coldness creep up on him through his window. Ivan instantly recognized the all-too-familiar feeling. General Winter had arrived once again, probably for no good reason just to annoy him. Ivan growled.

"Что это? (What is it?) What do you want right now Winter."

The embodiment of the cold, harsh, Russian winter responded back:

"Oh nothing at all Иван (Ivan), I just came to visit, that's all."

"I don't want to deal with you right now, the war is over, I don't need you're services."

The General simple chuckled and came in through the window in his room. Ivan glared at him. He was tired to say the least.

"I heard you got your сука (bitch) back, is this true?"

"Don't call Литва that!"

"But it's true is it not and it is also true that she has been pushing you around a bit… you should show her what her place is да."

"Leave. Me. Alone. Ублюдок. (Bastard)."

General Winter scoffed at this comment and said on last sentence before leaving the same way he came in, through the window.

"No wonder you have no friends."

Russia frowned and rubbed his temples, very irritated from both the General's recent visit and Lithuania's behavior. He could feel changes, changes in his brain.

Maybe Winter was right and she needed to be shown her place in this house, his house. The kind, gentle, more human part of his brain dismissed this idea entirely. He loved Liudvika and he'd do a anything for her. The insane half of his brain, the side that people would always associate with him, the side they thought he was always in, said differently. It said that she needed to know her place in this house, and that side knew exactly how to do it.

Dun, dun, dun, I'm leaving you off on a cliffhanger. I will update ASAP this shall not be one of those stories where you'll have to wait months for the next chapter if it comes at all. In the next chapter there will be Rusfem!Liet sex.