I hate you…I love you…
Don't leave, me go away
Behind the lines and in between, so much left to say
You got it all in the end. I am like your personal punching bag
Same stories over and over yet always the same or worse
Always changing, poor you, pity me
So sad
I DON'T CARE ANYMORE
Where were you for me? Sophie's choice
Drug thru the mine field without a map
If it were physical I would have no limbs
No life
I asked myself " why, what happens next?"
You are my own personal torment like I was your own personal drug
The one I call love, I feel electric, a live wire, finally free
You stick a knife in a light socket of my heart
You short me out
Leaving me deadened deaf and blind
I am an abnormality I forget and I am stumped
I go back and you do it again
A circle
3 ring circus and I am the clown getting hit with pies
I know its coming again and again so I smile
I feel like a hemorrhage, and you just let me bleed out
Then there is nothing left but a shell, but i know it will fade just as i know
But in time you will eventually fade