You could want this
See if it first for a bit
And if you don't like it
Then you can go like you have been
And I'll never tell, never tell how I fell for it
I never fell before
3,2,1, you get right up and I'm the one done
You never say yes, not quite no
Say just enough to make me not go
You choose your words,
Careful voice, in the end I'm not the first choice
You say you want someone just like me
So then why am I your plan
Why am I your plan,
Why am I your plan B?
You know, you know you love the way I linger and,
You keep me wrapped right around your finger,
But you say, you say, just waist a little longer, and
And in time, I could be the right one
Please, I'm the B team
This could hurt some,
But it we don't never know what it's worth to ya
I saw you first,
Do ya remember?
You played it well, victim sell,
How I fell for it, I never fell before
3,2,1, you get right up and I'm the one done
You never say yes, not quite no
Say just enough to make me not go
You choose your words,
Careful voice, in the end I'm not the first choice
You say you want someone just like me
So then why am I your plan
Why am I your plan,
Why am I your plan B?
You know, you know you love the way I linger and,
You keep me wrapped right around your finger,
But you say, you say, just waist a little longer, and
And in time, I could be the right one
Please, I'm the B team
You like to make me beg, yes you like it
You like to make me beg, you do
You like to make me beg, yes you like it
You like to make me beg, you do
(You just like it)
You like to make me beg, yes you like it
You like to make me beg, you do
(You just like it)
You like to make me beg, yes you like it
You like to make me beg, you do
(YOU JUST LIKE IT)
You like to make me beg, yes you like it
You like to make me beg, you do
(YOU JUST LIKE OH)
You like to make me beg, yes you like it
You like to make me beg, you do
SAY JUST ENOUGH TO MAKE ME NOT GO
OH
You know, You know
you love the way I linger and,
You keep me wrapped right around your finger,
But you say, you say, just waist a little longer, and
And in time, I could be the right one
You know, you know
you love the way I linger and,
You keep me wrapped right around your finger,
But you say, you say, just waist a little longer, and
And in time, I could be the right one
Please I'm the B Team
Alec sighed as he watched Magnus with his new boyfriend, laughing, holding hands, occasionally kissing. As much as he hated it he couldn't look away. He felt awkward watching and felt awkward looking away. And considering they were sitting right in front of him it was kind of hard not to notice.
He could help but wonder what it would be like to be held in Magnus' arms, taste his lips, feel his body against his own. Unfortunately he'd would never know. To Magnus, Alec was just a friend. Nothing more nothing less.
Alec forced himself to look away as Magnus had shoved his tongue down the other boys throat. Now that was something he defiantly didn't want to see.
He hated admitting that he could never have Magnus. For one thing he didn't know Alec was gay. To him Alec was as straight as a ruler. If only he knew. Another thing was that he also didn't know Alec had had a crush on him ever since they first became friends. And that was a long time ago.
Alec new that the boy Magnus was dating at the moment wouldn't last much longer then a week. Maybe two. Magnus went threw guys quicker then girls with money. That was another reason Alec could never be with Magnus. It wouldn't last long and Alec just wasn't that kind of guy. He wanted a lasting relationship. Like one of the relationships from a sappy romance novel. Not that he'd ever read one of course...Well..Maybe one. He did want to know what it was like to be loved, having never felt loved before.
He didn't get much love from his parents, they just weren't the loving type. That and they were always away on business trips. Alec never felt he had a good bond with him and just thinking about admitting his sexuality to his parents made him want to curl up into a ball and die soundlessly.
He couldn't tell either of his siblings, especially not Jace. He knew his adopted brother would reject him. And Isabelle? Well, she might understand but it would defiantly take time for the fact to settle in.
In other words he couldn't tell anyone. Not a soul.
The only person who did actually know was Jace's girlfriend, Clary. How the hell she found out he didn't know. Alec always did his best to keep it hidden. When he first met Clary she seemed okay, a little nosy perhaps. After just a couple of days of knowing her she came straight out and asked him if he was gay. He of course, denied it. He'd only recently accepted it himself. Now he just hates Clary. End of.
It was probably partly because she was if fact dating Jace. Alec once had a crush on him, in hopes that he would be able to forget about Magnus but he had even less of a chance of being with Jace then he did Magnus. Jace was a womaniser. In other words the opposite of Magnus. While Jace was golden and always had a trail of girls following him Magnus was dark and interesting.
But alas, he was only Magnus' friend. They had been friends for nearly twelve years. They'd met when Alec was 5 and Magnus was 6. They'd been best friends ever since and that's all they ever were. Magnus had never once hinted that he was into Alec. He merely just though he was a friend and nothing more.
Someone waved a hand in his face, making him jump a little and he looked at who the hand belonged to. Azure eyes met green-yellow. His breathing hitched.
"Come on Alec. The bell rang and I know how much of a baby you are about being late to class. So let's go already," Magnus said, hands on hips.
Alec quickly looked away and grabbed his messenger bag. "Right, of course," he mumbled, following slightly behind Magnus as they headed for class.
I know I really shouldn't be doing this considering I need to update some of my other stories but I fell in love with this song and it just gave me this idea :) Hopefully it wont mess stop me from updating my other stories but I just couldn't help myself lol XD
Forever Waiting For Love