She didnt even feal the pain anymore.. everything was still. She heard the knife hitt the floor and fell on her knees. She could feel the blood dripping from her hands and on the floor. The tears streemed down max's face
. Why didnt anyone see the warning signs? When she showed up at work with her hands all coverd and suddenly stardet to bee very closed and qiuet? She had felt this fealing for a long time... the fealnig of wanting death. There wasnt just one moment that made her feal like this.. it had always bean in the back of her mind. all her childhood she had never been really happy.
FLASHBACK
At first that nite she wasnt sure if she wanted to do but after a while she stardet to feal so alone . then she went in the kitchen and got the biggest knif she could find. Went into the living room in front of the big window Max looked outside,she saw some people walking. The she saw a couple walking.. holding hands and just being happy. "why cant i have that?" she said to herself.
Then she stood in the middle of the floor , raised her hand, laid the knife close to her wrist. And then she just pushed the knife as hard as she could. She felt the blade cut into her skin. Then she stardet to cut her wrist as hard and often as she could. The blood dripped out of her pretty fast.Max didnt have the energy to stand anymore. She dropped the knife on the floor and fell to her knees. For a second she wished she hadnt done this and tryed to reach the phone but she had lost to much blood. She tryed to crawl to the phone but just as she reached it she passed out on the floor. Fynally she died with the phone in her hand and on the phone u could see the number 911.
The fealing was gone.