A/N: OK so I went through a whole night of planning a karaoke party with my friend and after a closer look on Avril Lavigne's lyrics I decided to try and put Peytons feelings through out season 5 to paper. I hope I can do her justice.

I own nothing just the idea.

So much for ....

Wow I am back! And I just had to run into him. OK my fault I went to the River court, his sanctuary. I should have known that he is with someone.

so much for my happy ending

So I met her. She seems nice. And he gave me office space for my label maybe we can be friends?

Let's talk this over
It's not like we're dead

This is just not fair! She is so perfect oh and maybe just a little bit insecure?

She brought me this 'lucky bamboo' and I became bitchy!

Was it something I did?

The reaction to that? She remains calm. How does she do that? OK I have to make an effort. Brooke's store opening, maybe!

Was it something you said?

Don't leave me hangin'

Just great! She is out of town and wants me to acompany Luke. That sounds like an interesting evening.

In a city so dead
Held up so high

He's got some nerve. Tells me I look nice just like at the wedding. And he is like than with someone else.

On such a breakable thread

He wants to remain friends like before! When were we ever just friends? That I didn't say, but I should have maybe.

You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

You were everything, everything
That I wanted ( That I wanted)
We were meant to be, supposed to be

We were so in love! He even proposed!

But we lost it

I wasn't ready!

(But we lost it)

He walked away! He couldn't wait for a year!

All of our memories so close to me

I still dream about this stupid night! And everytime I say 'Yes!'. Why didn't I? I still don't know!

Just fade away
All this time you were pretending

Maybe he never did love me? I mean he is sending these mixed signals all the time. I still can see his face when I told him that I was at his book signing or when I told him I still love him. He even kissed me but than he proposed to her! It is easier to pretend he never loved me. I was just available. And I am hung up on him! But he is engaged!


So much for my happy ending
oho oho oho oho oho oho ..

You've got your dumb friends
I know what they say (they say)

Even Haley hates me now! I can't believe it. She saw us kissing but I have to be the bad guy! Not Luke no me! She is supposed to be my friend too! He kissed me back.

They tell you I'm difficult
But so are they (but so are they)
But they don't know me

Oh yeah! Bachelor party tonight! Brooke organized a date. Owens friend! I'm just ecstatic! And it turns out it is Chase, so the night can't turn out total disaster. I'll have at least one person to talk to about something more than nice weather!

Do they even know you?(even know you)

After Chase had kissed me the look on his face... what was that about? Why did he even care!

All the things you hide from me
All the shit that you do(all the shit that you do)

You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

Another day of torture ahead of me. The wedding! Now everything is over! He is so in love with her. I just want him to be happy!

You were everything, everything
That I wanted ( That I wanted)
We were meant to be, supposed to be

He said 'I do!'

But we lost it (But we lost it)

All of our memories so close to me
Just fade away
All this time you were pretending

She ran away! I don't understand why?!

So much for my happy ending

It's nice to know that you were there
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done

We are done. He went after her. Now he is back and so sure she will come back! Maybe I can help? I can talk to her!

He was everything, everything
That I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be
But we lost it

I went to New York to talk to her. Tell her how much he wanted her back. She just gave me a book. His new book.

All of our memories so close to me
Just fade away

I cried while I read it. The longing, the believe it was so romantic but it is about another woman. I am sure. He loves her he said it himself!

All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending

Now everything is over! He told me he hates me! I helped him, I brought him home and he tells me he hates me!

You were everything, everything
That I wanted ( That I wanted)
We were meant to be, supposed to be
But we lost it
All of our memories so close to me

Just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending

oho oho
So much for my happy ending
oho oho
So much for my happy ending
oho oho oho ohoooooo............

...my happy ending!


A/N: I know I left out somethings but I would like to get at least some feedback! Thank you guys. I just wanted to get it out of my head. So I could focus on 'Storm of Love' and the mess I created there. And when I find the time I even go back to 'Time Flies' and re-post it. Thanks in advance for your notes ;-)