I'm meaningless without him. I know that I'll never be the most important thing to him, but that's what he is to me. I simply cannot live without his golden eyes, his blonde hair, his carefree smile. It's too much. All these years I've disguised my affection for him as friendship, but it's too much to handle now. I, Winry Rockbell, love Edward Elric. Even if he never loves me back. I know he does though, he's told me. I love him. He loves me, but I'll never be the most important thing to him. I know that he loves his brother more. I know that we share none of the same interests. Yet somehow, for all my life, I've loved him? How could I choose to love him? This was the stupidest decision of my life. He's rude, he's loud, he's blunt, he doesn't know anything about handling emotions. Those are the cons, only those? I could live with those! And what of all the pros? He's smart, he's funny, he's handsome, sensitive, caring, successful… It's actually the pros I think I couldn't live with. The only subject I knew anything about was building prosthetic limbs, I'm no good at being funny, I'm not that pretty… It makes me feel worse that I'm over-sensitive, and not successful at all. All I own is a tiny yellow house where I make automail repairs. I'd never be good enough. I have to try though. I have to be good enough for him. I'll always be his back up. Even if he can't love me like I love him, I'll stay his friend forever. I can't be his lover, but I'll always be his mechanic.
I love you Edward Elric.