Behind the Shadows
"Watching you from the shadows, knowing I can never have you. It kills me".
My unwilling heart is abounding with adoration, only from behind my tired facade I dare to envisage the unfeasible. Silently, I gaze at you and ardently admire with relentless fixation. Forbidden thoughts encroach on me, only to send me spiralling into a reverie of torturous bliss.
His want for her was immeasurable, his insane need.
Words drown within me that I ache to say but, I am confined to the shadows like a broken soul. Burning desire builds inside of me, a compelling torment, but I am alone. I wish to escape the darkness but this fatal poison is too strong. Slowly it rips me apart, shattering my hope of ever finding a cure to suppress this burden.
He stood frozen for a moment letting his intense grey eyes sink into hers, drawing him deeper beneath the surface of insanity.
Your alluring beauty captivates me; enticing dark brown eyes set into delicate ivory skin that I long to reach out and touch with my fingertips. Pain subsides within me; however time will never let me forget the memories of you that I hopelessly try to ignore. Willing you to see through my mask, you yet persist to look at me in disdain but as a small part of me endures to cling on, I confess I can never let you go.
But knowing I can never have you.
It kills me.