Chapter 1.
Loyalty. I've never known such a thing.
Whatever it may be for work, or for play. I consider myself a loyal person. If someone ever needed me I made sure that I was there no matter what circumstance. Hence the situation I am in now. Who knew that having your heart broken each and every single day could hurt more and more as the days pass.
In my case its not a broken heart. In this case it is my sanity along with my physical appearance and my emotional state. Physical pain I never thought that I would have to learn what that might feel like. Little did I know that I would be a victim of abuse? Whether I wanted it or not. I could never understand the victims that stayed in the same relationship that they were in. I understand know.
Pure fear.
Every day I tried to hide the new bruises that I had received the night before. Everyday I would try to act like nothing had been going on. Every day I had to lie to my closest friends. Every day I was scared out of my mind. Never once in my life did I wonder how I would die, but lately it has me wondering.
My name is Arizona Robbins and I am a pediatric surgeon for Seattle Grace Mercy West. I am in a abusive relationship.
Sure it is way easier to say this in your head rather than out loud. Cause your afraid that either no one will believe you or they will fill nothing but pity for you. I have never been one for attention or even to cause attention to come my way. That is not who I am or what I pride myself on. I pride myself with the work that I do with my kids. The job of saving their lives, rather than taking it away.
I am also in love, granted the one that I am in love with has no idea. I have become close friends with her since arriving at SGMW. I am too afraid to let my feelings be known for the sake of our friendship. God, how I would love to tell her my true feelings.
Her name is Calliope Torres. She is one of the most beautiful woman I have ever known. She is kind, caring, loving, LOYAL, as well as others. But mainly she is someone that you would want on your side in a sticky situation. My love for her grew more and more, the more I got to know her each and every day. She opened her arms to me when I needed a friend. Now I must protect her from a monster.
Every day I am reminded of my feeling for Calliope. As well as everyday I am punished for it.
I meet Dr. Randy Moore at a conference in Boston. We seemed to have hit it off. She seemed genuinely interested in the person that I was trying to make my life of. Little did I know she would be the cause of my pain, my suffering, and my out in life?