A/n this is my third story for fan fiction. I have two others Morlley's Moon, The Story of Winifred Masen and I m co writing a story called A Very Supernatural life with my best friend Lexibear94. I m doing my best to update all my stories on a regular basis but being that schools in full swing I make no promises. Also please note that words that are in italics but not in bold are quotes from the book new moon mostly pages 53 to 93 give or take.
A semi-charmed life is a story about how Edward left Bella the typical leaves to protect her story. With a twist Bella is not Charlie and Renee's daughter. She is in fact the daughter of Prue and a Whitelighter named Aaron. Because it was forbidden the sisters put young Bella up for adoption. And so the story unfolds.
Also I chant forget I own nothing charmed and twilight belong to their respective owners ^^^sighs^^^
Preface
It's a dark night it storms and lightning strikes the power has gone out and a young Phoebe ascends the stairs to the attic….. There she finds a book and from it she reads…..
Hear now the words of the witches
The secrets we hid in the night,
The oldest of God's are invoked here
The great work of magic is sought.
In this night and in this hour
I call upon the ancient power.
Bring your powers to we sisters three,
We want the power, give us the power….
Eighteen years later….
Prolog part 1
Bella POV
Three days, it's been three days since my disastrous eighteenth birthday party. Edward was distant we didn't kiss, we didn't touch, and if we did it was only because I was having an as Alice put it a Bella Moment. In other words he only touched me to save me from my clumsiness. His golden eyes that had not so long ago held pure love for me, were now empty ,cold emotionless. It scared me and I couldn't get past my fear, that something very bad was going to happen. I couldn't shake the feeling that I was about to lose everything that meant anything to me. I felt like my whole world was about to fall apart. I knew somewhere deep down, I knew that there was nothing I could do to stop what ever was going to happen. My whole world was about to come crashing down.
"Bella come for a walk with me" Edward held out his hand to help me climb out of my beast, also called truck. I'd just gotten home from school.
I nodded and smiled. My smile was fake I knew that the dreadful feelings that I'd been having had been trying to warn me. He was breaking up with me I just knew it. I didn't want to go with him , not knowing what I knew. It had to be true there was no other explanation for his behavior. But I went anyway hopping beyond all hope that I was wrong. Even if I knew that I was right.
My heart was about to get broken I just wish I knew how to stop it from happening.
We came to a stop in a small clearing I could still see my house from here. He turned to face me his eyes dark. So dark it reminded me of black ice. I wanted to ball but I held the tears in. I should have seen this coming sooner.
" Bella" he said my name so softly that I wanted to believe that he loved me but if he did he wouldn't be getting ready to break my heart.
"Edward" I said his name as though it were a question. He simply stared at me with those cold eyes.
"we have to talk " he said curtly. I closed my eyes and stifled a sob.
"about" I prompted in a whisper to scared to let my voice go any louder. I opened them to see him take a deep breath.
"Bella, we're leaving" I took a deep breath, too. This was an acceptable option. I thought I was prepared. But I still had to ask.
"why now? Another year?"
"Bella it's time. How much longer could we stay in forks after all? Carlisle can barley pass for thirty and his claiming thirty-three now. We'd have to start over soon regardless." his answer confused me. I thought the point of leaving was to let his family live in peace. Why did we have to leave if they were going? I stared at him, trying to understand what he meant.
He stared back coldly.
With a roll of nausea, I realized I'd misunderstood.
" when you say we-," I whispered.
" I mean my family and myself." each word separate and distinct.
I shook my head back and forth mechanically, trying to clear it. He waited without any sign of impertinence. It took a few minutes before I could speak.
"okay" I said. " I'll come with you"
" you can't Bella. Where we're going… it's not the right place for you."
"where you are is the right place for me."
" I m no good for you Bella"
" Don't be ridiculous" I wanted to sound angry, but it just sounded like I was begging. " you're the very best part of my life."
" my world is not for you" he said grimly.
" what happened with Jasper- that was nothing, Edward !nothing!"
"you're right" he agreed. " it was exactly what was to be expected."
"you promised! In phoenix, you promised you would stay-"
" as long as that was best for you." He interrupted to correct me.
"No! this is about my soul, isn't it ?" I shouted, furious, the words exploding out of me-somehow it still sounded like a plea. " Carlisle told me about that, and I don't care. Edward I don't care! You can have my soul. I don't want it without you it's- it's yours already!" he took a deep breath and stared. Unseeingly, at the ground for a long moment. His mouth twisted the smallest bit. When he finally looked up, his eyes were different, harder-like the liquid gold had frozen solid.
"Bella, I don't want you to come with me." he spoke the words slowly and precisely, his cold eyes on my face. Watching as I absorbed what his words really meant.
"you…don't…want me?" the words ripped a whole in my chest a fissure if you will . Anything else and it would shatter.
"No" My heart broke into a million pieces.
" well that changes things." I kept my tone calm collected while on the inside I was a raging sea of emotion. I stared at him unable to look away he broke the connection looking away into the trees.
"of course I'll always love you in a way, but what happened the other night made me realize that it's time for a change. Because I m tired …of pretending to be something I m not, Bella , I m not human." he looked back and the hard icy planes of his face were not human.
"I've let this go on much to long ,and I m sorry for that."
"Don't" my voice no louder than a whisper. " don't do this"
He just stared at me, and I could see from his eyes that my words were much to late. He already had.
"your not good for me, Bella." he turned his earlier words around, I'd known that I wasn't good enough for him. I opened my mouth ready to tell him how much his words hurt and then closed it again. I tried again but the words I wanted didn't come instead I said.
"If… that's what you want."
He nodded once. My heart already shattered broke into even smaller pieces. My body went numb I couldn't feel anything below the neck.
"I would like to ask you a favor. Though, if its not too much." he must have seen something on my face, because something flickered in his cold eyes.
"anything" I vowed, my voice faintly stronger and I cursed myself for not being strong enough to convince him that I could be good for him even if I knew that I wasn't.
"don't do anything reckless or stupid." he ordered no longer detached.
I nodded helplessly. His eyes cooled , the distance returned.
" I'm thinking of Charlie, of course. He needs you. Take care of yourself- for him."
I nodded again " I will" I wont I thought defiantly I couldn't.
"and I'll make you a promise in return," he said. "I promise that this will be the last time you'll see me. I won't come back. I won't put you through anything like this again. You can go on with your life without any interference from me. It will be as if I never existed." was he insane. Did he think I could ever forget him? That I would want life with out him?
"don't worry . Your human-your memory is no more than a sieve. Time heels all wounds for your kind."
"and your memories?" I asked. My voice muted it sounded like there was something stuck in my throat.
" well" -he hesitated for a short second - " I won't forget but my kind…we are easily distracted." he smiled a smile that was tranquil and it did not reach his eyes. He took a step away from me.
" That's everything. I suppose. We wont bother you again." the plural caught my attention. That surprised me.
"Alice isn't coming back." I realized. He shook his head slowly, always watching my face.
"no they're all gone. I stayed behind to tell you goodbye."
"Alice is gone?" my voice was blank much like my thoughts.
"she wanted to say goodbye, but I convinced her that a clean break would be better for you." I could contain my self any longer I exploded.
" you son of a bitch." I screamed at him. The tears I fought so hard to contain poured down my face.
" why would you do that she's my best friend and you didn't let her say goodbye to me. " I was beyond angry I was pissed.
"leave" I screamed "go, but don't you dare think that I'll keep my promise. Not now not ever I'll do whatever the hell I want. Since you never loved me in the first place you shouldn't give a shit what I do." I yelled at him. I was seeing red. None of this made sense and as much as I loved him he'd never loved me I could see that now. I was just a toy something shiny for him to play with.
"Bella, you promised…l" he said trying to get me to stop screaming I suppose.
" No, Edward I wont stop, and I promise you nothing now leave." I yelled at him I couldn't stand to drag this out any longer it hurt far to much. If he was leaving me then why doesn't he just go already why even bother to say goodbye.
"goodbye Bella" were the last words I heard him say before he left at vampire speed. When he was gone I fell to my knees my arms wrapped around my now hollow chest.
Life meant very little to me in that moment I wanted nothing more than to walk into the woods and disappear never to be found again.
That's when I made my decision, I stood up my knees threatening to give out but I stood in spite of my weakness. I started walking not in the direction of my house but into the dark encroaching forest.
A/n Hey so what do you think should I keep going you tell me. Review , review, review, Reviews get more chapters unless I m in a giving mood lol.
